My only one man experiences

My lesbian story begins when I was 14 years old (junior high school).
At that time I was dating a two year old man. He belonged to the track and field club in junior high school and was a handsome and popular boy. When I was 14, he graduated from junior high school and entered a local high school.
In May when I turned 14, he confessed to me that he wanted me to be his GF.I accepted his offer because he was a boy popular with girls. My classmate girl envied me. I was happy that it was very superior.
He kissed me about a week after I became his GF. I accepted it, but there was something uncomfortable. At that time I didn't know what it was.
And days passed and it was summer vacation. He said he wanted to have sex with me. I was invited to his house and I had sex with him. First dick experience ... very grotesque.
And it hurt ... His caress was poor. There was no pleasure. Above all, it was unpleasant to be held by men.
The smell of a man ... a rugged hand. It was just uncomfortable.
After my first sex with him, I hate to meet him. I didn't hate him.
Speaking of which, I was happy to be with girls since kindergarten. There was nothing to play with the boys. The reason is that I disliked boys 'playful play and loved girls' play with girls. Of course, there was no sexual thought at that time, but ... But I didn't like the smell of boys. I liked the sweet smell of girls.
Originally, I diverged that I like women, but I confirmed that I was not good at men immediately after my first sex with him.I wasn't really happy that he was my BF. But I told myself I was normal. It also meant self-discipline.
Three weeks after I stopped meeting him, I was called by him.
He said to me, "Why don't you meet me recently?"
I replied, “There is no particular reason.” It was a lie.
He went on to say, “Are you also dissatisfied with me? Say something!”
I replied, "I just don't want to see you."
He furious and hit me. I cried.I told him, “Please dissolve your relationship with me!”
He left me without saying anything. This is the end of my first and last male experience.
发布者 Valou33
4 年 前
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Prisonmastersweden
We are not all born to be heterosexual. You are amazingly good looking. With that said, I wish you the best of luck! Embrace life!
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Tarack33
Tarack33 3 年 前
Bien triste ce genre de connards..  bref ..
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MelR1985
MelR1985 3 年 前
I am sorry you went thru that. I am glad I never went thru it
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Very sorry to hear you endured that pain and trauma. 
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Valou33 出版商 3 年 前
merci pour le soutient
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It's good that you discovered your sexuality at a young age. Some women are uncertain or in denial for a long time
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rushteinn
rushteinn 4 年 前
So you don't want date any man anymore because some guy who was probably sweating at that time because sex with ++ year girl is cool and big adventure. Also you were not satisfied in first time. That's absolutely normal for all girls in first time. Personally in high school i had girls(lesbians) which slept with me and they were happy about me that i can satisfied them. So never say never. I suggest to try again. There is nothing to lose! We live only one time and never know when we die. Anyway have great day, hope this message gave some advice
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stefhp
stefhp 4 年 前
oh....
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