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Hi everyone! My name is AnneMarie, I'm a 20 year old proud femme-lesbian from London, United Kingdom, and Welcome to my xhamster account! I'll have to admit, I've been on here before, but a long time ago (back when I was 18) so I'm so sorry to hear about a dozen of fake accounts claiming to be me, I'm so so sorry to hear that, and if you were affected, please come speak to me! But other than that little sidetrack! I'm here for the likeliness of finding love and looking for loads of fun, only with like minded women though (sorry fellas ;)) You guys are more than welcome to clean chat with me but the ladies are the only ones that will get anywhere hehe. am 100% sure that I'm a lesbian! I've come to terms that I am who I am and you all can't change me! please accept this, and don't try to change me, I am who I am! I also care what's in your insides too, i.e personality & whatnot, I don't care if you're ugly, fat or pretty, I care what your insides are x Apologies in advance if my bio's a little long.
Offline, I am into fitness, playing basketball, beach volleyball, running, Gymnastics, motorsports, Swimming, gaming and beauty products.
A bit about me: I would consider myself a very geeky girl, I am a part of a wide variety of fandoms, many of which can be seen in my blog, as a girl with Russian Heritage, I also have a healthy obsession with Motorsport, Rugby League, Cricket, football (or what you Americans call "soccer") & Ice hockey. In my spare time I love playing video games and writing. If I could just spend all day every day writing, I would. I am also a huge fan of nature, nothing lifts my spirits more than a walk through the woods or sitting beside a river.
I'm a Qualified International Criminal & Human Rights Lawyer & Political Analyst, currently working at a new law-firm here in the UK, but I also travel to New York & Paris regularly, I'm also a down to earth girl who wants to find love
Interests: Anime, all types of music, Marvel, Mass Effect, Kerbal Space Program, FNAF, writing/roleplaying, manga, some kpop, psychology, acting, photography, cryptozoology, Massive Fashionista & Protecting people/confronting people (It explains my job!)
Temperament: Patient and easy going, likes to joke and play around, occasional mood swings but they don’t often affect my social life.
Things I like: dogs, horses, most a****ls, listening to and helping people, laughing, Fall, Spring, cooler temps, beaches, pink and grey, faded pastels, blue, talking on the phone, asking people questions and getting to know them, fashion, poetry, reading, attempting to paint cute things, soft things and comforting things, supernatural and ghosty stuff, farms, rivers and streams, movies, crime podcasts, mythology, pinterest and Spotify, slow burn romance, dark nights, bright stars, tea and coffee, hot chocolate, cooking and tidying up every now and then, singing & driving!
Physical Description: 6'4, Gymnastic/Athletic build, between muscular and soft, Long-length brown/honey wavy hair. Half Russian/Half Icelandic. Between 54 KG (119-120 lbs for the Americans). Gorgeous Hazel eyes, natural eyebrows & blonde hair.
Looking For: friends first, relationships second. Likeminded people, hopefully ones who enjoy calling and playing wakfu with me. Someone sweet and caring and honest, no side doors…
So......I just recently realised I'm gay. Not bi, not waiting for the right guy, just G-A-Y. And I am incredibly scared/anxious/worried and it's such a hard thing living a gay life and I'm sad I guess.
It's stupid and weird cus I was always a strong ally and was supportive of gay people but now when it's me I don't want it. Prospects of finding a gf in a homophobic country are 0 and I can't even manage thinking about myself as a lesbian. I'm 20 and I can't believe I'm just realising myself now. I'm scared....
When I found xhamster I spent soooo much time on here just watching videos and, well, you know. Then I finally got brave enough to actually become a member. Hope that'll lead me to meet a lot of super nice people who'll help me grow sexually. I can honestly say I have learned more about sexual things from my time spent on here than in real life.
I’ve only recently started peering out of my ever so dark and hidden closet. In an attempt to live an authentic and happy life, I am trying my hardest to live honestly & to love fully. To step out of my comfort zone and allow myself to be vulnerable again. I have had my heart broken in to so many pieces I am still scrambling, trying to piece those all back together, but slowly I am regaining parts of me that I forgot even existed. I am finally strong enough to accept that it’s time … time to move on and try to start living again.
I am trying to live an authentic life, which for me, starts with not pretending to be anyone other than the Real Me … even though I am still trying to figure out who the real me is, it’ll always be a work in progress … but for now, this is where I am and this is who I am.
I thought I would give this a try, I’d love to make some new friends and maybe find a girlfriend if I meet the right person. Long distance is cool with me. I’m a female, romantically attracted to women and 10000% lesbian, so don't try to change me. I love a****ls so if you have any I’m always happy to see pics! I am 10000% sure of what my sexuality label is, I know if I'm a lesbian, and I do care about that their insides look like (I.e Personality, feelings that sort of thing)
My whole life I’ve been hiding; hiding from the world; hiding from the true and honest, real me….
It’s not until the world goes to sleep that I have enough courage to explore the real me – I explore online being the true me and for a couple hours I feel almost whole. But at the same time I feel immensely dejected and jaded. It makes me wonder if living these few hours as me is even worth it, because the thoughts of returning to the masked me is daunting and ever so exhausting.
I have struggled with self-confidence a lot growing up, feeling I'm not good enough, but I have been working on myself quite a bit lately and I think I’m finally ready to start letting people into my life again. The social aspect of anxiety is something I still struggle with, and sometimes I have a lot of trouble talking to people and I freeze up when meeting new people, but once I get comfortable I could ramble on for hours and share all my stories with you and basically be the Quirky girl that I am! But basically if I go quiet, don’t be afraid to nudge me a little, sometimes that’s all I need to come back to life.
I LOVE to Cuddle!! And Snuggle!! And to just be close. Unfortunately I have lacked a lot of intimacy (emotional & physical) and closeness in my past (and currently in my present – which is something that I carry with me), and therefore I crave it, I need it, I want it … probably to an unrealistic level. It’s also something I am working on – to try and manage my reality and expectations.
As you may have guessed, by reading thus far, I do have some major trust issues. And therefore, it can often times take me a while to open up .... I am a little shy as well, so that doesn't often help. So sorry, if you think I'm uninterested or lame, I'm only just getting my feet wet here and I'm trying to muster up the courage to have a conversation and just say Hello!
I am not perfect, nor do I profess to be … I simply long for friendship, love, companionship - I long to be held, and to hold someone in return. To feel safe, happy, content and whole!
I have no expectations here really; I’m simply reaching out, stepping out of my comfort zone, peering out of my ever so dark & hidden closet … to see what I may find. I may find nothing, or I might find some great friendships - who knows, I might even find myself.
I am vulnerable – but I am strong.
I am emotional – but I am stable. I can sometimes get attached very easily and become somewhat clingy but I still like, rather Love, my personal space and time apart too.
I am open and friendly, a little shy, but open and so far, the feeling has been a little freeing!!
I am open to long distance. Once we get to know one another I also have discord, line, snapchat, insta, facebook all those social platforms, But don't message me straight up looking for them!
Just a little Note:
I am not a fan of 'dic pics' and I'm really not into the whole Male genitalia anyways, hence the whole Lesbian thing ha-ha ... I don't want to come off as mean or anything, but at this time I am just really not interested in friend-ing any guys (any more) ... Thank you for your understanding!!
**It may take me a while to review invites. Sorry about the possible lag. You can always message me.** If my light is on and I don't respond right away, I'm not here...only my computer is :-) I will write you back as soon as I can :-)
IMPORTANT: Women only please! Rude, nasty comments get you blocked. Penis avatars are goners...so don't bother. I do not chat with men here (there are a VERY few exceptions). I may show you select pictures of myself that I feel are safe to post here to protect my privacy...but don't expect me to unless I know you :-)
Hi everyone! My name is AnneMarie, I'm a 20 year old proud femme-lesbian from London, United Kingdom, and Welcome to my xhamster account! I'll have to admit, I've been on here before, but a long time ago (back when I was 18) so I'm so sorry to hear about a dozen of fake accounts claiming to be me, I'm so so sorry to hear that, and if you were affected, please come speak to me! But other than that little sidetrack! I'm here for the likeliness of finding love and looking for loads of fun, only with like minded women though (sorry fellas ;)) You guys are more than welcome to clean chat with me but the ladies are the only ones that will get anywhere hehe. am 100% sure that I'm a lesbian! I've come to terms that I am who I am and you all can't change me! please accept this, and don't try to change me, I am who I am! I also care what's in your insides too, i.e personality & whatnot, I don't care if you're ugly, fat or pretty, I care what your insides are x Apologies in advance if my bio's a little long.
Offline, I am into fitness, playing basketball, beach volleyball, running, Gymnastics, motorsports, Swimming, gaming and beauty products.
A bit about me: I would consider myself a very geeky girl, I am a part of a wide variety of fandoms, many of which can be seen in my blog, as a girl with Russian Heritage, I also have a healthy obsession with Motorsport, Rugby League, Cricket, football (or what you Americans call "soccer") & Ice hockey. In my spare time I love playing video games and writing. If I could just spend all day every day writing, I would. I am also a huge fan of nature, nothing lifts my spirits more than a walk through the woods or sitting beside a river.
I'm a Qualified International Criminal & Human Rights Lawyer & Political Analyst, currently working at a new law-firm here in the UK, but I also travel to New York & Paris regularly, I'm also a down to earth girl who wants to find love
Interests: Anime, all types of music, Marvel, Mass Effect, Kerbal Space Program, FNAF, writing/roleplaying, manga, some kpop, psychology, acting, photography, cryptozoology, Massive Fashionista & Protecting people/confronting people (It explains my job!)
Temperament: Patient and easy going, likes to joke and play around, occasional mood swings but they don’t often affect my social life.
Things I like: dogs, horses, most a****ls, listening to and helping people, laughing, Fall, Spring, cooler temps, beaches, pink and grey, faded pastels, blue, talking on the phone, asking people questions and getting to know them, fashion, poetry, reading, attempting to paint cute things, soft things and comforting things, supernatural and ghosty stuff, farms, rivers and streams, movies, crime podcasts, mythology, pinterest and Spotify, slow burn romance, dark nights, bright stars, tea and coffee, hot chocolate, cooking and tidying up every now and then, singing & driving!
Physical Description: 6'4, Gymnastic/Athletic build, between muscular and soft, Long-length brown/honey wavy hair. Half Russian/Half Icelandic. Between 54 KG (119-120 lbs for the Americans). Gorgeous Hazel eyes, natural eyebrows & blonde hair.
Looking For: friends first, relationships second. Likeminded people, hopefully ones who enjoy calling and playing wakfu with me. Someone sweet and caring and honest, no side doors…
So......I just recently realised I'm gay. Not bi, not waiting for the right guy, just G-A-Y. And I am incredibly scared/anxious/worried and it's such a hard thing living a gay life and I'm sad I guess.
It's stupid and weird cus I was always a strong ally and was supportive of gay people but now when it's me I don't want it. Prospects of finding a gf in a homophobic country are 0 and I can't even manage thinking about myself as a lesbian. I'm 20 and I can't believe I'm just realising myself now. I'm scared....
When I found xhamster I spent soooo much time on here just watching videos and, well, you know. Then I finally got brave enough to actually become a member. Hope that'll lead me to meet a lot of super nice people who'll help me grow sexually. I can honestly say I have learned more about sexual things from my time spent on here than in real life.
I’ve only recently started peering out of my ever so dark and hidden closet. In an attempt to live an authentic and happy life, I am trying my hardest to live honestly & to love fully. To step out of my comfort zone and allow myself to be vulnerable again. I have had my heart broken in to so many pieces I am still scrambling, trying to piece those all back together, but slowly I am regaining parts of me that I forgot even existed. I am finally strong enough to accept that it’s time … time to move on and try to start living again.
I am trying to live an authentic life, which for me, starts with not pretending to be anyone other than the Real Me … even though I am still trying to figure out who the real me is, it’ll always be a work in progress … but for now, this is where I am and this is who I am.
I thought I would give this a try, I’d love to make some new friends and maybe find a girlfriend if I meet the right person. Long distance is cool with me. I’m a female, romantically attracted to women and 10000% lesbian, so don't try to change me. I love a****ls so if you have any I’m always happy to see pics! I am 10000% sure of what my sexuality label is, I know if I'm a lesbian, and I do care about that their insides look like (I.e Personality, feelings that sort of thing)
My whole life I’ve been hiding; hiding from the world; hiding from the true and honest, real me….
It’s not until the world goes to sleep that I have enough courage to explore the real me – I explore online being the true me and for a couple hours I feel almost whole. But at the same time I feel immensely dejected and jaded. It makes me wonder if living these few hours as me is even worth it, because the thoughts of returning to the masked me is daunting and ever so exhausting.
I have struggled with self-confidence a lot growing up, feeling I'm not good enough, but I have been working on myself quite a bit lately and I think I’m finally ready to start letting people into my life again. The social aspect of anxiety is something I still struggle with, and sometimes I have a lot of trouble talking to people and I freeze up when meeting new people, but once I get comfortable I could ramble on for hours and share all my stories with you and basically be the Quirky girl that I am! But basically if I go quiet, don’t be afraid to nudge me a little, sometimes that’s all I need to come back to life.
I LOVE to Cuddle!! And Snuggle!! And to just be close. Unfortunately I have lacked a lot of intimacy (emotional & physical) and closeness in my past (and currently in my present – which is something that I carry with me), and therefore I crave it, I need it, I want it … probably to an unrealistic level. It’s also something I am working on – to try and manage my reality and expectations.
As you may have guessed, by reading thus far, I do have some major trust issues. And therefore, it can often times take me a while to open up .... I am a little shy as well, so that doesn't often help. So sorry, if you think I'm uninterested or lame, I'm only just getting my feet wet here and I'm trying to muster up the courage to have a conversation and just say Hello!
I am not perfect, nor do I profess to be … I simply long for friendship, love, companionship - I long to be held, and to hold someone in return. To feel safe, happy, content and whole!
I have no expectations here really; I’m simply reaching out, stepping out of my comfort zone, peering out of my ever so dark & hidden closet … to see what I may find. I may find nothing, or I might find some great friendships - who knows, I might even find myself.
I am vulnerable – but I am strong.
I am emotional – but I am stable. I can sometimes get attached very easily and become somewhat clingy but I still like, rather Love, my personal space and time apart too.
I am open and friendly, a little shy, but open and so far, the feeling has been a little freeing!!
I am open to long distance. Once we get to know one another I also have discord, line, snapchat, insta, facebook all those social platforms, But don't message me straight up looking for them!
Just a little Note:
I am not a fan of 'dic pics' and I'm really not into the whole Male genitalia anyways, hence the whole Lesbian thing ha-ha ... I don't want to come off as mean or anything, but at this time I am just really not interested in friend-ing any guys (any more) ... Thank you for your understanding!!
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