Horny and heart broken tattoo owner.

I have never been like a black man smooth-talking type of guy. but i thought was lucky to ge married to a decent woman, with no sex drive and I had to each everything to for how to hold a dick to threesome and enjoying sex. we both worked our asses off. the last five years , my wife turned into a KAREN, which made sex with her lame asf. This last year, i noticed cheating patterns like when you coming home.. I work at my own tattoo shop and Im the only one that works there cause everybody in their feelings about how good i am. so a lot of time i get stuck on an $800inkwork that takes 10 hours to do. im there all night and day. iwould call andask her to come and chill while i Work, she gives me that nah goingt to sleep... So after tattooing a bunch of milf teasing bitches...ugh and blue balls i come home. she cheating. ok, I leave so i won't kill anybody and in shock. i leave and go back to work. and sleep. the next day I see her and she wants Divorce and the tattoo shop, so she can give it to her new boyfriend who says he know some tattoo artist that will only work for him and Wifey. she kicks me out the house. I stay at a motel or a friend's house. my friend laughs and said im glad you followed her and took the key to shop or you would be fucked. yes, this ex-wife does every trick in the bok to sabotage the Tattoo shop, from stening the mail and the supplies I order off line. to spreading rumors; I'm a meth head and that i fucked up some many tattoo. Not true. now the horny part..i notice that my dick D awakens for other females but not exwifeee.

then i relized that she was fucking someone else..for a long time.working my ass off and tattooing like a mad man, i said fuck herwith tears in my eyes and cursed my dick for beening so big. yeah, she said my diicck was to bigg and it hurt when i went deep standing up in the pussy since herlaposurgreay stomch opertion. she said she found a smaller dick that made her nutt like i use to. she was mean and out right just mean asf to push e outta the shop...GO back to miami i dont need you here .i hope you die. even tried to kill me by super gluing the spare tire bar to the screw off nut bolt at the topi was bent over trying and trying for hours in the trunk, until a friend told me to loook out as a 150ford barely miss us. yeah,we left and made it backto shop. i nver talk to her again..

Now im two months into beening horny as fuck, i look at any woman like a piece of strawberry short cake, i have to pull my shirt downover my lust log i have even blow a nut off just rugging it though my pants. learning how to be single again sucks....lol.this beening the bible belt in all would would think there are cuckhold counples and white girls prime ready for some BBC monster..nope Im too old now, so even though i try ..i really suck at the pickup...now, guys tell me to just whip it outand ifthey want it they will drop to here need adn blow you way...lol.but not at the gas station..lol.they got laid..me no. my birthday is this month on the 20thit's been like a minute since i had a 3some in heels or any kinda of swinger fun. I miss that. this divorce thing made me slow down on the private loungue in the back, kiss makeout listen to musis meet and great people..buying a plastic pineapple. and put a pinapple flag in my room maybe be that will help..???