Journal notes “now”
From denial to forced - the sub never has a choice. Release or hold back, his choice, his command.
Never could I thought that I could be trained to cum to a trigger word. But now here I am with my body reacting to this one word. This word spoken with only one outcome …. Immediate orgasm. Purposely said or accidentally in conversation. The result the same. My body aches. His cunt reacts. Again and again. Relentless.
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Filled for the week and regular edging. Over and over. My mind wanders. My body spent. My mind drawn into deeper submission. Wake in the morning hoping today is the day I am allowed to cum. Go to sleep dreaming and hoping tomorrow will be that day.
Never could I thought that I could be trained to cum to a trigger word. But now here I am with my body reacting to this one word. This word spoken with only one outcome …. Immediate orgasm. Purposely said or accidentally in conversation. The result the same. My body aches. His cunt reacts. Again and again. Relentless.
…..
Filled for the week and regular edging. Over and over. My mind wanders. My body spent. My mind drawn into deeper submission. Wake in the morning hoping today is the day I am allowed to cum. Go to sleep dreaming and hoping tomorrow will be that day.
3 年 前
