Porn is never satisfied...Porn wants more

i adore and LOVE porn. i am addicted to porn. i WORSHIP porn. Porn is powerful. Porn is Supreme. Porn is Life. Porn directs my path, my finances, everything. i masturbate to it all the time. At work at every break single break. At home all the time. Satan uses it to speak to me and instruct me. I have been married to my wife for 5 years. She found out about my faithfulness to Porn 3 years ago. She has been trying to get me "help" in order to stop every since. I do not want to stop and have no intentions of stopping. In fact i want more. So much more Porn. But it is not so much me wanting more Porn as it is Porn demanding more of me.

i have spent so much of my life worshiping Porn. My brain, my body, my emotions have all been effectually changed transformed by my devotion to Porn. My cock no longer hardens by anything other than Porn. i can no longer masturbate to anything but Porn. Porn is my only source of sexual pleasure. i have gave thousands of dollars in offering to Porn. I have probably gigabytes of videos, pictures, etc. Yet, Porn is not satisfied. Porn wants more and more of me. Porn continues to consume more and more of me. I happily want it to have all of me. Porn asks what am i willing to sacrifice? My soul, my marriage, my family, my future? Yes. Yes! i am willing to sacrifice all of it and more to worship Porn and keep Porn happy. i am a slave to Porn. It is never satisfied. There is no end to its demands upon me. And i will always be willing to devote myself more and more.