I have always been a bottom sissy, just never knew
Looking back, i think i have always been submissive long before i knew the words to describe it, from p*****ns forward. You should read some of my writings for more insight into me. I would very much like to read your comments to them, ma’am..
My cousin sensed my submissiveness and encouraged (guided/demanded) that i provide oral sex for him.. i never received any back, but that never bothered me, i felt like it was my expectation and a wonderful opportunity to serve, despite the i****t, ma’am..
Dating throughout high school with girls was very frustrating, as i was expected to be a strong sexual partner and never felt the drive to take charge. In college was when i realized that i preferred men, specifically strong dominant men. That was 20 years ago and i have had a very wide sexual exposures, almost always as a bottom, using both my holes to please top men, ma’am ..
I also prefer to be exhibited when servicing men (what was your exhibition fantasy or reality, ma’am) usually because it inspires those men watching to also use me for service and satisfaction. Nothing delights me more than being a receptacle for theis pleasures, ma’am .. i hope this makes sense to you, ma’am...
I also hope that you will continue to share more of your insights and practices with and for your Master ... again please give Him my undying gratitude for His allowing these conversations. I know He is your Master, but my gratitude of course would also include providing oral and anal pleasures for Him as requested .. but He probably prefers submisdive women, understandably
My cousin sensed my submissiveness and encouraged (guided/demanded) that i provide oral sex for him.. i never received any back, but that never bothered me, i felt like it was my expectation and a wonderful opportunity to serve, despite the i****t, ma’am..
Dating throughout high school with girls was very frustrating, as i was expected to be a strong sexual partner and never felt the drive to take charge. In college was when i realized that i preferred men, specifically strong dominant men. That was 20 years ago and i have had a very wide sexual exposures, almost always as a bottom, using both my holes to please top men, ma’am ..
I also prefer to be exhibited when servicing men (what was your exhibition fantasy or reality, ma’am) usually because it inspires those men watching to also use me for service and satisfaction. Nothing delights me more than being a receptacle for theis pleasures, ma’am .. i hope this makes sense to you, ma’am...
I also hope that you will continue to share more of your insights and practices with and for your Master ... again please give Him my undying gratitude for His allowing these conversations. I know He is your Master, but my gratitude of course would also include providing oral and anal pleasures for Him as requested .. but He probably prefers submisdive women, understandably
2 年 前
Because I was also courteous and most could tell i was submissive, it was not strange to find myself in a bathroom stall sitting while sucking hard cock of the guy standing in front of me. The more i sucked the more I wanted to suck, like my mouth had been awakened and needed to be filled.
In two cities I didn’t stay long at the gay bars because they also had gay bathhouses in town. They were my favorite spots of all. For a small fee you could check in, get a room with a single bed and a TV with 4-5 alternative gay videos streaming. You could stay in the room, door closed, watch video and jack off, but that was not why I went. When checking in I would always leave the door open as I slowly undressed. Doing this with your ass hanging halfway out the door was my way of drawing some attention, and it frequently worked. An ass patting, rubbing or even a spank by some top.
I would stand up, turn and kiss him, and he would step in and close the door and I would service him at the least and he might even fuck me before he came. What I really liked was to not let him close the door but do everything we were doing with the door wide open. I LOVED the chance for an audience and i LOVED the thought of a third, or maybe even a fourth. I wanted so much to suck multiple cocks, ideally alternating, keeping them all hard. And even better would be the chance for them to keep each other hard waiting to serially fuck me.