Feeling more Feminine

I recently shaved myself from my waist down, leaving just a tuft of ginger above my clitty. I did a fairly decent job, if I could dip my entire body in wax and be done with it all, I would. Anyway, I didn't realize how sexy my legs looked and felt, I can hardly keep my own hands off them! I've been growing-out my hair now for some time and it too looks and feels great, it's still a pretty strawberry blond color. I enjoy brushing it very much, it comforts me and can at times can get quite aroused! All this sounds pretty Gay, huh, it is and I am! The Trance and Anal Training videos didn't make me Gay or incessantly crave another Man's cock, it's all me! Ever since I was little and an older sibling showed me how to masturbate, and what ejaculate looked, smelled and even tasted like, I became hooked. The girls just don't have anything as beautiful down 'there' in my opinion, and I had seen and touched them too but it wasn't the same. I was always thinking of cock while having sex with a woman. I'm older now and at a point in life where I could really use a really goood fuck from time to time, not just from my own dildo but from a strong, very well endowed, Man, or awesome looking Trans! Nothing serious, just at times when I don't want to bring myself to a sissygasm. What I meant to say initially is, I feel so feminine right now in my life. That's all, no biggie, unless it's an uncut one! Lol