I turned down dick today :( Shame on me ! and

I know , shame on me ...
But it caught me by surprise , totally.
We have an exterminator that comes regularly to our house , cause I dont like bugs , spiders or mice...Oh my !
Anyways he is a cutie pie and like last time he came I was daring & left a note by my computer saying that I thought he was cute.
Well as we were walking out the door , I caught glimpse of his wedding ring on his finger & decided that I would just say it was nt for him . I would hate causing problems with someones relationship. That just isnt me ....
He did his job and when we came back , there was no changes , so I figured maybe I got lucky and he didnt notice it .
Well today I get a phone call from him . Asking if he left his flashlight here that he uses for work.
I told him No that I didnt think so , that I would ask my k**s , cause they werent home yet.
I texted my k**s and they said they didnt see the flashlight anywhere.
BUt the one friend is a kleptomaniac, so I let them know was going to have the exterminator come & look for themselves.
Well , in like half hour there was a knock on my front door , and iut was Marc the exterminator , but I hadnt told him to come yet .
He asked if he could look upstairs cause he really needed it , and he started describing it being 7 inches and so so wide .... and my mind is like oh ok well , go ahead and look Lol

He goes upstairs and comes back down after awhile , asks if he can look in my room , and I said sure .
He couldnt find it ....
SO he asks to use the bathroom . He comes back out in a little while and says he had one more question for me...I said Ok
He then asks me if the note by my bed on the computer was for him.
Well I was dumbfounded and I replied No, I didnt kow what note he was talking about .
And he describes the note how he is a cutie , and that many woman try to pick him up from his work . Answer the doors barely clothed and even feel him up .
Well at his point I am blushing like nonstop
ANd he says that it would be ok if I did , cause he thinks that Im cute too
Well at that point I said well Yes you are cute , but you are probably married .
He then admitted to being married , but might be going through a divorce .
And thta he lives IN Meadville which is not far away and comes into town a few times a week, if I ever need any other services done .
Oh Boy!!
He tried to get me to feel him up , but something inside me was screaming ....dont do it !!
But I would want him , wouldnt I ?
I dont know ...I was shocked and confused ...
He then takes out his cock out of his pants and it looked pretty nice sized ... Might be very enjoyable someday .
He told me to feel free to call or text him anytime .
I gave him my business card with my cell on it . My son should be coming home soon around that time anyway. And I would have no idea on how to explain that one away Lol
But I will be hoping to see him again ....possibly soon . I just dont know
As he pulled away , I was thinking ....Now why did I say No ?
Someone just shoot me now !!