So that x of mine i was telling u about that doesn
ok in my last post i told u i was kind of talkin to an x of mine that never realy had time for me... well first i guess i should tell you more about him he isnt realy an x we have never dated we have been fucking on and off for like 3years now the sex is great i love talking with him and just being around him we both love to read and do read a lot of the same stuff but like ive said he never realy has time for me so its always been on and off
anyway.... ive been talking to him he wants to start up again and i want him i do but i know it wont last cuz he never has time for me im a freak ok im in bdsm i like rough sex well he likes all that but he also likes to swap couple sex 3 ways shit like that and ive had 3 ways fmf and mfm but ive never had couple sex and i think i would like to but idk i realy want someone i can keep useing not just on and off someone that has time for me
ive also been talking to a guy i met on here (u know who u r ;)i like him but ive never met him ive never met anyone from on here i have thought about it and i would like to c him and he isnt that far but far enough that idk if i realy want to start something with someone else ill never get to c
idk what to do so pls tell me what u think
anyway.... ive been talking to him he wants to start up again and i want him i do but i know it wont last cuz he never has time for me im a freak ok im in bdsm i like rough sex well he likes all that but he also likes to swap couple sex 3 ways shit like that and ive had 3 ways fmf and mfm but ive never had couple sex and i think i would like to but idk i realy want someone i can keep useing not just on and off someone that has time for me
ive also been talking to a guy i met on here (u know who u r ;)i like him but ive never met him ive never met anyone from on here i have thought about it and i would like to c him and he isnt that far but far enough that idk if i realy want to start something with someone else ill never get to c
idk what to do so pls tell me what u think
11 年 前
As for being into bdsm and wanting to have lots of sex, even if it is not with someone you love, does not mean that you are a freak. You should never feel bad about yourself no matter what. If you do, it can eat at you.
Just be yourself and dont let what others say about you get at you. I learned that the hard way in grade school. I hope that you can find time to enjoy yourself.