I have a date tomorrow night

Ok so who remembers date guy.....
I know I know I shouldn't but I am

Ok so for anyone who doesn't know date guy and I went out twice a few months back the first date was great we got something to eat we kissed end of story the second date was my birthday and I had a good time but idk if he did or not we went to a bar for my birthday and I got drunk I'm ok with that it was my birthday and I never get drunk but I did and he took me home and put me in bed and didn't have me he could have but he didnt

I have mixed feelings about this but most r good and make me want him more on the bad side if he had wantted me he could have had me I try not to be a girl about thing s and think not feel I get it I was about to pass out I was drunk but I don't think I have ever had anyone not try and that's the good side I've never had someone that could have had me wait well maybe if u count my first but that's a different story and as he was my first we all know how that ended

No I don't plan to get drunk this time but yes we r going to a bar again

Now this is the part I realy don't like anyone remember y I didn't go on a third date....
He stoped txting me back... didn't talk to me for about a week
Then txt me and told me he was getin back with an ex... ouch only like the third guy in a row to do that to me

I have mixed feelings about this as well first off he doesn't live in my town we don't have the same friends if he hadn't told me I never would have knowen second and this is just a guess but for the week he didn't talk to me id say he was talking to her and then txt me and told me when they made it offical if this is so then it means he wouldn't talk to us both at the same time and that's a good thing isn't it I'm ok that he got back with his ex I get how it is u have history with that person sometimes u have to try but your ex is your ex for a reason it doesn't work out

So... now I have a date with him tomorrow
And I want to c him I do more than I like tbh
But... I feel like I'm a second choice and I don't like that in the past anything even close to this it would be sry u made your choice its not hard for me to find someone else but I want to c him even if nothing happens

So now u know pls tell me what u think cuz I have so many mixed feelings about all of it I just don't know what I'm doing