I was with bob lastnight

I spent lastnight with bob its the first time ive ever had trouble sleeping next to him I want to think it was just cuz it was a bit hot or maybe it had something to do with how far he had pushed me lastnigh

ok so here is how our night went he got here late again lol he always tells me he is sry and its cute I know he will be late it doesn't bother me tbh I was counting on it last time and then he wasn't late and that made me late lol

he had earned some bonus points so I took the time to curl my hair for him and my hair looks great in curls btw I didn't know if we would go anywhere so I wanted to wear something cute but not over the top in something I could go out in that would still turn him on...

I went with a short little black sun dress with blue flowers on it (his favorite color is blue) that u can c through when the light hits it

I had jack ready and cold this time

we had a few drinks and he really liked the dress I was so happy I told him that I had almost wore a different one he wanted to c it and we ended up playing dress up I got to show him a few different things even my favorite dress that I have never worn anywhere before he really liked it I had fun I like to play dress up and it was all very playful

after dress up we played with some of my rope he wasn't bad I was impressed not up to my skill but he shows potential I couldn't be happier and cant wait to teach him some more he could have really skill of course he would have a good teacher lol and id love to get some good bondage shots up

i did post 2 vids tonight of bob eating my pussy the firs part is just him licking my pussy and the second is him licking and spanking my pussy i may have had some trouble holding the cam in that second one sry about that lol i hope u like them anyway and pls comment

he also eat my pussy with ice in his mouth I didn't get a vid of it but it felt great cold but great ive not had anything cold like that since I fucked myself with a popsicle when I was a teen and he didn't just eat my pussy with it he also sucked on my nipples and held the ice to them still in his mouth and I loved that

we did fuck a few different ways a few different times in my chair bent over my chair in the bed bent over in the bed and so on just lots of great sex at one point as he was fucking me he kissed down my leg and even the tops of my feet

OMG that is way outside my comfort zone and im up for just about anything but I never let anyone touch my feet.... now here is the really weird part I kind of liked it I know I know anyone that knows me know I don't like feet its like my one big turn off but he did and I liked it kind of a little ok so maybe it wasn't so bad or even kind of good but way way outside my comfort zone and it was really sensitive like I didn't know that it would be cuz ya know I never ever ever let anyone touch my feet

later he would tell me that some people like to have their toes sucked on when they fuck I was afraid that he would want to do so but he didn't he knows I don't like feet and that he was pushing me I guess he didn't want to push me to far but he has told me he has something else he wants to do to me and I think that could be it maybe that's y he hasn't just told me he did tell me that he would enjoy having any part of me in his mouth that was hot it made me feel delicious if he wants to ill let him id let him do just about anything to me

>.< idk if this was just a lets c how far we can push zeo weekend but damn I mean really im a sub and a freak not much im not ok with and the things I don't like may surprise u first was the feet but I kind of liked that even if it is a bit out of my comfort zone second is being naked I don't like to be naked I know its weird but I never have pull my tits out push my dress up expose me thats fine but I don't like to be naked

.....as bob was toying with me he told me to take my dress off but I hesitated he told me again to take it off but that was all I had on if I took it off id be naked and exposed to him I mean I know he has seen me and had me but still for me there is something about being naked that makes me uncomfortable but still its not like me to hesitated when he wants something in bed im always only to happy to pls him in but not this time this time I didn't do what I was told...

...so bob took my dress off me and I was exposed to him anyway

this was the first time ive ever been naked with him and I hate to be naked I wont even walk around naked when im alone and I cant sleep naked ive tried ive had guys ask me to do so before and I will if they want me to but I cant sleep if he hadn't pushed me in other ways I think id have been ok with it

he also picked me up a few different times idk that I like that im not a little girl im to big for that shit I know he is strong but still one of the times that he picked me up he held me to him my chest to his and he just stood like that holding me looking in the mirror he told me that he should fuck me like that I told him he couldn't do that I was kind of whining about it tbh but he just gave me a look like oh really but I am not some tiny little girl he cant do this to me but then from the look that he gave me and the fact that he was just standing there holding me I guess he could... if he had wanted to but he didn't may he knew he was pushing me I wasn't hiding it the first time he picked me up I may have like half screamed just a little and told him he was scaring me but he was

like I said this must have been the lets c how far we can push zeo weekend

and to top it all off gambit txt me when bob was holding me bob didn't c the txt but he noticed the shift in my mood and asked who it was I didn't lie... he asked if he should leave that hurt just a little I almost wished I had lied

I dint tell him what gambit said he asked if it was official he was asking about bob

I still haven't answered him

I still don't know where bob and I stand he has said that he doesn't want to be a stallion but for the past few weeks all we have done is chill in my room drink and fuck that's really all a stallion is a guy that is not my bf that I hang out with and fuck when ever I want on or off we stay cool and it just keeps going for years I know where I stand with my stallions and idk what Im doing with bob tbh idk what I want but i feel like im playing a game and idk all the rules

all this may sound kind of bad and I don't mean for it to i had a great time and bob was a little more playful this time when he wasn't pushing me out of my comfort zone he even took some pics of him just kissing on my cheek and neck and ear and i thought that was supper cute and so sweet all in all i had a great time and cant wait to c him again it still sucks that i only get to c him once a week but its worth it