Wtf should i do now

OK so gambit and I have been flucking since Bob left gambits always been my favorite stallion has been for years but we don't text or talk a lot we joke that the only time we talk is when we r forced to do so cuz we have exhausted ourselfs and have no choice but to talk till we can go again anway lol the sex is great but its never enough for me.... a girl needs someone to talk to and txt dirty pics of her self to lol

Anyway its fun nothing wrong with it but its not enough

Link is also a stallion that I don't text much but that's cuz he likes to talk on the phone not like phone sex or anything just talk about the day whatever when he comes over he will spend the night and most of the next day we hang out andhave fun then lots of great sex tbh link can be exhausting got to give the man credit for endurance if only he was a man I c link as a boy a very fun boy to have around but still a boy he is only like 22 and I like older men I have talked to him a few times since Bob but I've not seen him just gambit

Oh and my girl she has been asking when we will have our marathon but she wants us both to be off so we can spend the whole day and I'm a busy girl she is kind of in the back of my mind ATM I want to take my time with her don't want to scare the poor young sweet thing

Then we have buddy he and I have been friends for years where most people IRL think I'm a good girl buddy knows the truth my first blog on random bondage party was with link and buddy I met link through buddy not that night but still

OK so let's be very clear here nothing is going on with me and buddy not now not ever

Now buddy has a new gf let's call her Sugar

Sugar is 19 and sexy great body her boobs r a little smaller than mine but not by much and her ass and hips may be a fuller and just a bit better than mine as much as I hate to say it but as I spent a few hours last night tieing her up a few different ways I've had a good look she has a perfect body for me to bind

Anyway we just met last night but I guess she has heard all about me c buddy has tied her up and he has some skill I should know I taught he everything he knows they even have pics she has given the OK for me to c them but they didnt have them with them

Well I got to teach him so new tricks last night a little bit harder than some of the stuff I've taught him in the past but he got it no problem

I really liked Sugar and she liked me she even said something to buddy about how she liked me and could she keep me she would feed me and take me for walks on a leash and everything he laughed at her and said that Zeo would eat us both

She is in to cosplay and she has not only agreed but volunteered to be my bondage model and let me tie her up again and she does like face and body paint like I've seen a great hollow mask she did on buddy we talked about it and she wants to spend some time and do a good she venom on me

Its great she is great I'm happy for buddy

Just one little problem Sugar the little vixen.... link wants her

Link wants Sugar and is pissed at buddy

>.<

OMG

So....

I'm fucking link
Just friends with buddy
Buddy is fucking sugar
Link wants to be fucking Sugar
Sugar wants to play with me
I've been working on my girl for a wile
Now sugar just fell in my lap ready and willing

But sugar is with buddy
...... grrrrr

My buddy so now it all like my best friends gf

And link doesn't know I've met her and IDK if he would be pissed about my little bondage party with buddy and sugar or just turned on at the thought of me and sugar playing with each other

Did I mention the part where she is fuckable

And its like IDK if I should be happy for buddy.... I am
Or disappointed for link.... and myself Cuz link and I could so share her

But she doesn't know about me and link

Its all so fucked up... so... wtf do I do now