I need a girl.

Ok yall. I'm not a lez, but I have been curious about how it would be to be with another girl. To have her suck my breasts, rub her body on mine, grind her pussy an mine and go down on me. Lez porn is my favorite and I'm ready to try it. I can't be involved though with anyone that I already know. That would be too weird to go back to being normal with any of them. Plus I just want to have fun one time, in front of my man. I don't want him to fuck her, but they both can do me. Is that selfish? Well that's how I feel. I'm not ready to go down on a girl, I don't think. I just want to meet someone cool, sexy and not tryna steal my man on the low. Someone to talk to, have a drink with, eat, relax and have fun with. Someone who can make me feel comfortable, but be aggressive at the same time. She will have to be the aggressor because I'm really not sure how to even get it started. I like the movie clips where one girl is seducing the other for the first time. I want that to be me. Seduce me. Kiss and suck my neck. Squeeze and spank my pussy. Push me back and take me. Whooo! getting a little moist just thinking about it. I need to meet someone for real and get to know her within 2 weeks for a birthday treat for him. I'm open for fun from time to time when it's convenient for us all. But nothing long term. I won't be another girl's girlfriend. Is that reasonable? I hope I can make it happen. Soooooo, ladies let me know if this sounds doable.