I really need a real Dom Man to make me his sissy

I really need a very strong dominant man to turn me into his sissy fag. I would prefer a Strong man preferably 6 feet or taller and over 200 lbs and over 45. I want to be turned into his sissy fag and since I'm so scared and still a confused virgin i might need to get slapped hard and hit with a belt or your hands and caned and forced or ****d at first. A Dom strong man who will punish me or abuse me when ever i dont obey him.I need a loving Man but also one that abuses me harshly when ever i dont follow his instructions. I want to be an obedient submisive sissy fag. Please I beg you Daddy Master pop my virgin cherry. I'm very scared of this but it needs to get done.