This morning
OK so I just started to date this guy soldier boy I've known him for 10 years he has always kinda wanted me but nothing had ever happpend not ever just friends for 10 years and for the past few years he has been deployed I was one of the people that still talked to him on a regular basis when he got back he kissed me he told me how he wanted to be with me
Later I made him wait I didn't take him home with me
We talked... about what we both wanted
When he made it back to my place i told him I still wanted to wait I told him I wanted it to matter and he told me how I had always matter for years and he wasn't going anywhere that he would prove it to me
I've told u I gave I told u it was good but not great
I've seen him since then and haven't told u
This morning......
This morning I was going to tell u I had seen him... tell u about the last time how good it was how happy I was how great everything was and it was great we had a lot of great sex every thing was going great but I didn't have time I had to go shopping
When I went shopping I got some new material to start on some new cosplay I also got other stuff like more pillows cuz we had plans for tomorrow night and I wanted him to be comfortable if he was going to be around more I also got more Mountain Dew and I don't drink that stuff he does I got it for him
When I got home I was so happy I put the pop away so it would get cold fixed the new pillows on my bed and they are super comfy BTW I started working on some new cosplay stuff I was in a great mood...
Then I got the text... he broke up with me in a text
He doesn't want me cuz I'm just good for sex and he wants more than that
No that's not what he said but that's what it is and how I feel y would anyone want me for more than just a fuck toy its what I'm good I should know if your reading this your a fan so maybe he has a point maybe that's just what I'm good for
But I'm not going to do so again no more sex
Later I made him wait I didn't take him home with me
We talked... about what we both wanted
When he made it back to my place i told him I still wanted to wait I told him I wanted it to matter and he told me how I had always matter for years and he wasn't going anywhere that he would prove it to me
I've told u I gave I told u it was good but not great
I've seen him since then and haven't told u
This morning......
This morning I was going to tell u I had seen him... tell u about the last time how good it was how happy I was how great everything was and it was great we had a lot of great sex every thing was going great but I didn't have time I had to go shopping
When I went shopping I got some new material to start on some new cosplay I also got other stuff like more pillows cuz we had plans for tomorrow night and I wanted him to be comfortable if he was going to be around more I also got more Mountain Dew and I don't drink that stuff he does I got it for him
When I got home I was so happy I put the pop away so it would get cold fixed the new pillows on my bed and they are super comfy BTW I started working on some new cosplay stuff I was in a great mood...
Then I got the text... he broke up with me in a text
He doesn't want me cuz I'm just good for sex and he wants more than that
No that's not what he said but that's what it is and how I feel y would anyone want me for more than just a fuck toy its what I'm good I should know if your reading this your a fan so maybe he has a point maybe that's just what I'm good for
But I'm not going to do so again no more sex
9 年 前