I crave the new, but......

I always crave new magazines and buy them as often as possible but I do find myself looking at my well used and stained collection. They really turn me on, so much so I find my self compelled to spunk over a previously well used picture.
Some of my magazines are in such a state now with so much cum on them. Pages become stuck and torn areas appear. But this just make me want to spunk on them even more. I just adore it when the picture is stained and it has some little torn areas. I get so hard, in fact I am hard now writing this and thinking about my collection.
Pages fall out due the paper becoming weak with so much cum on them. Often though that page that falls presents me with a picture that deserves my attention and it usually gets it - and then some!
My stash has been discovered a few times over the years. My Mother, my first wife and there have been occasions when I have been forced to get rid of them, which is a shame as I would love to have those now.
I would still be spunking on my magazines from more than forty years ago.
Can you imagine what they would look like now!!!