My friend and I playing

When I was 9or10 I met a a boy a few years older then me,we played games like all young boys do. He would spend the night at me house and I'd stay the night at his. A few months of this,one night he asked me if I ever had anything in my butt before, I told him no,he said he didn't either.
One night while I was at his house he asked me if I wanted to try putting our dicks in each other. I said sure, he was older than me and I thought he knew more. He said take off my underwear and roll over
I did, then he said spread your butt open, I did. He got on top of me and put his dick between my cheeks. He started pumping in and out. He must have had a small dick,because he never entered me. After a while he said it was my turn. He rolled over opened his butt cheeks and I climbed on him and did the same to him. Being so young I had a little dick, and I couldn't even touch his butthole. We would do this every time we had the time. We thought we were all grown up doing it.
Now that I'm older and bigger I wish I knew where he was.

My fantasy is he'd be at my house, we eat dinner, have a drink or two, then go to bed.
I'd lay face down spread my legs and cheeks, let him mount me. Feel him enter my ass and fuck me till he came, then my turn.