Incest in my life it does exist

I was an exhibitionist when I was very young about * actually ,I couldn't even get an erection yet but loved the feeling of being naked. I lived in the country and would go way out in the field in back and strip naked . It was the greatest feeling in the world being naked. I did this for 2 whole summers until I was 10 . At that age I found that my dick was getting new feelings and they were very nice . I started going naked at home then when no one was around and leaving the blinds open and noticed the thrill I got thinking someone could look in and see me. That is how the whole summer went for me and the girl next door who was younger than me did see me naked a couple times but we never talked about it but we were friends good friends.
Then winter came and I was inside a lot and would sit in my room and play with my dick a lot . It took up a lot of my time and finally it happened I was playing and my dick got hard and stuck up for me and I played with it and found myself cumming. That was the best thing ever for me and I tried right away to repeat it but my cock wouldn't get hard again so I went to bed relaxed and would try the next day . I woke up and found I already had an erection ,that made me very happy I played with it again and found I shot out white stuff again and the feeling was unbelievable. I went ahead and did this for a few weeks as It felt so good then one day I was home and my dad was gone away working and I didn't hear my mom yet. I went around the house lookin for her and finally found her in the bedroom sleeping. I could see she only had on a shirt and I saw her butt hiding under the covers and this made me hard again which surprised me. I liked my dick being hard but tried to justifiey looking at my mothers ass. I lost the argument with my self. I stood there and touched my dick and continued until I was cumming again and it was with more feeling than before.
I did look for opportunities to catch a peek at my mom and I found that when my dad was gone she wouldn't wear a bra under her shirt and I could get a look at her tit that was awesome for me and made my dick go crazy . I tried to catch her in the shower but didn't have any luck but tried any way . Finally one day I was in my pj bottoms and went in to eat breakfast hen I saw my mom with her nite shirt open more than usual letting me see a bit of her tits and yes it made me hard. She talked to me about school and different things and I tried to keep focused and not let on I was turned on and wanted to go jack off. I ate in a hurry and my mom walked over to get my bowl and she noticed the bulge in my pj's from my hard dick but didn't say anything just continued to speak with me and stood right there waiting for me to stand and go shower up. I was trying not to let her see I was excited but finally stood up and quickly turned and went to the bathroom. I was standing in the shower washing with my dick sticking out and me touching it often when I hear the door open and my mom walks in.to get my pj's for the wash ,now we did have a clear shower for scholldoor and she could see right through it and see I was hard. I froze right there and was scared and at the same time I was turned on for my mom to see me naked and my dick got even harder. After a minute or so she reached over and opened the shower door and asked how long had I been getting erections. I told her about a year and told her it happens all the time without me doing anything .That is when she told me not to be afraid to ask her anything so she could help me understand what I was experiencing . I stood there and nodded my head I was so fucking horny I probably couldn't talk any way. We both stood there and just looked at each other I was going to cum and it made me nervious but I could not stop what was going to happen . Then my nightmare became a reality and my dik began to cum withmy mother standing there seeing it happen , neither of us talked or moved just watched each other . She then smiled and asked if I ws relieved now and felt more relaxed and not to worry she would not tell my dad or anyone else so not to embarres me. I thanked her and grabbed for a towel to dry off and get dressed for school. As I ws leaving my mother kissed me on the forehead and told me not to think about what happened it was all normal for boys my age and I should relax and enjoy that I was growing up.

There were more to come and I never tried to stop any of it.