What we learnt this week

We learnt something this week.
There is a world of difference having adventures to-gether and having them alone.
Rob struggled. I fear I have hurt him by pushing beyond where we had previously reached which was up till now me being a slut and being fucked in from of him.
He lost control of me on Monday. I went to another guys house, a guy I had only met once before. A guy Rob, truthfully barely knew.
And there, as Rob knows, it was I who lost control.
On the friday before with this guy we had had a long anticipated threesome and about the best sex I have EVER had. Mark, the guy, (and he’ll be reading this) was super fit, super hot and super hard; a magnificent cock and he knew where to put it. I cannot remember a time I have felt more deeply taken, enjoyed, even used...it's just what I like.
I wanted more. Rob said ok and we couldn’t use our house so I went to him Monday. We met in a bar, we drank, he drove me to his, the time flashed by and when I came to it was after 2 am.
Our deal was that I was to be back by midnight. Makes me sound like a teenager….
Rob didn't stress about the time, but he has told me he found it hard not being there. I understand that.
It felt naughty to me that he wasn’t.
I felt I had been whored out.
But in truth that excited me a lot.
We have a bit to work through.
We decided to be open and put this on line as we both enjoy sharing our secret lives and get off from the reactions and comments, as some of you know very well..

发布者 urbanfox21

8 年前

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classic cuckold angst of course. most of us get it and the ladies seem to enjoy us having it somehow....

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Jacksonfives 7 年前

you sound a perfect partner x

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cruzin 7 年前

As a cuck Rob needs to accept his fate. Used to drop my slut off at the bar for a girls night out then back home to sit and wait. Maybe a little discipline would help.

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69gandalf 7 年前

I'm hard thinking about it !

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Amiable6969 8 年前

I can understand the dilemma. It may help to invest more time, energy and attention in overtly demonstrating to Rob that you love him. x

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dppfun1 8 年前

Good to hear/read about both the ups and downs of the lifestyle. Still, I am convinced that you will sort this out as well. You love each other and that is all that matters! Hugs,

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buff_ting 8 年前

Poor guy. I hope you two work it out

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Gergiev 8 年前

Thanks for sharing. I know some couples who have various rules, including one who don't mind whatever or whomever their other half gets up to as long as they're in the same room. But I think you're getting close to deciding what works for both of you - and it has to be both of you...

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chrisukbishare 8 年前

I really appreciate reading this. As the current explorer in our wonderful marriage I try to make sure K completely knows where I am, with whom, and what. I too have an agreement of "not in our bed". There was a time recently when I got delayed on travel - in fact nothing at all sexual or naughty - but her alarm bells rang, he mind came up with all sorts of scenarios of my having gone to see my lover, and for the first time she told me she got scared/jealous. All good, just reflecting on knowing that we both live on the edge of what is fine/great, and what is uncomfortable/unacceptable for the other. In time she will play and I will be sitting at home on my edge. Or we will be playing together which is always fun. Thank you so much for sharing your honest thoughts. And good for Rob for his care for you.

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