My wife and young black men.

I had written on here before about my wife being with a young black man years ago before we were married but engaged and living together. What I didn't tell you and this is true, That she got pregnant and at the time. I didn't know she had fucked the young black guy and it was probably his. I thought it was mine and we both had our k**s from previous marriage raised and weren't wanting to start another family and she had an abortion and then I had a vasectomy. Later when I found out he had fucked her again after we were married when I was working nights, guess I was lucky she didn't get pregnant again. He gave me detailed description of him fucking her on the phone and I casually have asked her if he had ever fucked her and she denied it. You probably think I am nuts but the thought of a young black man putty his baby in my wife's belly turns me on.
I have a 17y.o black neighbor k** that wants to fuck her now and damn I wish she would let him but she won't do it, says she has grand k**s older. He has told me he thinks she is hot and I have told him I am too old to do her any good anymore, he took his dick out and told me "I should talk her into trying this". It was at least 9 or 10" soft. At least 3 times as long as mine. Damn, I would like to know she had that in her. Is that being perverted?