For my goddess Sarah38DD (The only true goddess wo

So i went back round to my work colleagues house today as requested by you goddess. And when i got there he welcomed me in and handed me a bag. He told me to go upstairs into the bathroom and get changed into what was in the bag. So i did as i was told and went upstairs. When i got into the bathroom i opened up the bag and saw a pair of tights inside (With a hole that had been ripped into the ass), a blonde wig, the purple lipstick he had made me wear last time as well as the heels, and a heavily padded bra. I started to get changed into the clothes in front of a mirror he had set up in the corner of the bathroom, and as i did i could feel my little dick getting all excited, i wasn't as nervous this time. Truth is i had been waiting for today all week. The memories of what had happened last time had caused me to wake up in the morning hard and leaking pre cum. I applied the lipstick and slipped into the clothes provided and exited the bathroom. The heels were really hard to walk in, but i tried my best to make i look sexy when i entered the bedroom. He was sat at the end of the bed completely naked and hard and when he saw me he started laughing at me again. "You are starting to enjoy this too much for someone who isnt gay" he said to me with that mocking grin he always gives me. I didnt respond i just gave an awkward laugh and asked what he wanted me to do. "On your knees and crawl to me. Slowly. Put that fat arse of yours in the air as you do". I dropped to my hands and knees without a single word and followed his instructions. As i crawled towards him and i saw that huge dick grow closer to me i felt my mouth start to water and my gut tighten with a shameful excitement. When i was between his legs i opened my mouth and went straight for his cock. But he stopped me and laughed. "Not yet. You have to work for it this time. Kiss my thighs" I gave a nod and started to kiss his thighs like i would a woman's. Admittedly i prefer kissing a woman's thighs as they aren't covered in hair. But something about being the woman when in his bedroom got me harder than i ever have been with any woman. I kissed his thighs for a good fives minutes. The entire time he was pushing his cock down towards me as he stroked it. The tip, which was wet with his pre cum kept brushing against my cheek and everytime it touched me my little cock bobbed up and down beneath the tights. Finally, he granted my wish and said "Go on the fag. Stop your drooling and just put it in your mouth". I went for it with a smile on my face and he stopped me again. "What do you say?" he asked me. "Thank you sir" i blurted out without thinking. "Good fag" he said before placing his large hand on the back of my head and pulling me down onto the cock. As the tip passed through my lips i could feel the pre cum on my tongue. Warm and sticky. And tasted like salt. I started rolling my tongue around the head and sucking back and forth like i had seen on some of the sissy hypnosis videos here on xhamster. He started moaning in pleasure at this and i thought i was going to cum right there without even touching myself. Luckily i didn't. I sucked him for a long time. And i could feel his whole body starting to move as i sucked harder. He started thrusting his cock to the back of my throat which made me gag but i continued on going. I had never been so horny. "I'm going to cum" he grunted and i was awaiting his hot load eagerly. But then he stopped me. Pulled my head off his cock and forced me to look at him. "Not yet" he said and he dragged me to my feet and pushed me over onto the bed. I landed on my stomach and tried to turn round to face him but he pushed my face to the bed and leaned on me with all his body weight, forcing the air out of me, as he leaned across to grab a condom from his bedside draw. "Ever been fucked in the ass before?" he asked as he opened up the condom. "No sir" i said as now the nerves were really coming into play. "This will hurt. But you will like it. Understand?". "Yes sir" was all i could say. He slipped the condom on over his huge cock that even now as i write this i wish was in my mouth. And spread my ass cheeks. "Arch your back if you want to make this easier for yourself" he said to me and i followed instructions quickly. He then guided the tip of his cock to my hole and began to slowly twist it inside of me. The condom was lubed up so at first it felt kind of nice. The sudden pressure really made me feel relaxed oddly enough. But then his head slipped inside of me. And he began pushing it further in. Suddenly what felt nice and relaxing became painful and uncomfortable. I moaned out in pain and he stopped pushing for a moment to say, "I am going to dominate you because i know you like that stuff. But if it does get to much for you just 'Pillow' and I'll stop". I gave a nod and said "Yes sir". And then he continued. As he pushed his cock fully in the pain was bad. And i felt like calling out the safe word. But part of me didn't want to. I wanted to see this through. ANd wanted to know what it was like to be a real sissy. He began to fuck me slowly at first. Helping lube me up as he rocked his cock back and forth inside of me. ANd eventually the pain started to numb. And i started to feel this rough sort of pleasure. My cock was pressed against my belly beneath me and as he rocked my back and forth i could feel my pre cum leaking out over me. I started to moan for him, hoping it'd get him more excited and make him go faster. But he kept his slow pace of breaking me in. "Fuck me harder please sir" I said to him eventually, not even thinking of the words. It just came out, like it was someone completely separate to me who had said it. He chuckled and called me "A hungry little slut". Then he began fucking me harder. And faster. And the pain came back, taking my breath away. But i didnt say pillow. I wanted it. Eventually my mind and body went numb. And i kind of just lay there, my body being dragged back and forth across the bed as his cock rammed my ass. Until eventually he let out a loud moan and i felt the condom become suddenly warm inside my ass. He gave me three more hard thrusts before pulling out of me and flipped me over. He pulled the condom off and told me to suck his cock dry. Which i did happily. It was so warm and sticky. And my mouth watered at the taste of his cum. He then tilted my head back and emptied the condom into my mouth. There was a lot of cum in there. more than i expected. And i gagged on it and nearly spat it out but forced my self to swallow. He called me a good fag, kissed me on the forehead and then told me to go get changed and leave. I did so and left immediately by his instruction. i called a taxi home and during the entire ride home my dick was so hardy and dripping wet beneath my jeans. As of now my arse hurts. But im excited for the next time. Our encounters never last more than an hour. But for that hour i get to become the brainless submissive slut i have always known i am.