Exploring my inner gurl

I will turn 70 this month and thought I would share some thoughts on sexuality and age and experience. I have always had an interest in women's lingerie that I think goes back to when I my first cover of TRUE DECTIVE and Betty Page was on the cover in Black Bra and Panties with a frightened look on her face. I have preferred black lingerie for my femaies since then. Over the years I have had sex in many countries and with many women, some hookers some sluts, some serious girlfriends, one ex-wife and my current wife who still sexy at 77 but has not had a sexual interest since she was 70. She knows I do Porn but accepts it as long as I don't flaunt and force her to see me . I plan to use this blog as way to express my current sexuality, sexual interests, and hopefully what other people think of those interests, Let me start on the title. Being fully retired, I have time on my hands and when I know the wife will be away for a couple hours I grab my computer bag with the goodies in it and go to a bedroom. Most of the time I set up and IPAD to record me and have a couple of decent clips of me "playing". If I have time I douche with a off the shelf enema mixture but will change and use just plain water in the future. I need to get better at this as my dildos have to be used with a rubber because I just don't seem get my colon clean enough. In any case, I start by choosing a pair of panties to wear. I tend toward either crotchless or open crotch as I want my asspussy accessable. Most of the time I start with playing with my 6" dildo , It resembles a young man cock with underdeveloped balls. I stroke my own cock/clit with it and vibrate my balls to stir my cum and I have a half hard by then. Next I bring out my black toy that is similar to anal balls but they've are all joined together to make a solid dildo that gives great vibes. I prep by luring with "love Hunny" sticking two fingers in my ass/pussy and opening it for blacky. I am at the point where I can take blacky all the way to the last and largest ball on the first thrust and finally get the whole thing in by just working it a little. It feels good with it all the way in, and I play with my clitty dick. By then, I feel the need to be spitroasted so I start sucking my dildo cock. I think there must be some fact to the story in Deepthroat because I get really excited sucking the cock and fucking blacky with my asspussy. The combination of the two sensations, a cock in my mouth and one in my ass gets me excited to the point where I have to squirt, but where and how! I have been squirting on cockdildo lately and licking my cum off it which is a turn on! A few days build up gives me a nice, salty load that I spread over my lips after liking it off with my tongue, I have gotten to the point where I enjoy the taste and sensation with has sparked an interest in squirting dildos. I will talk more about that in my next issue. Hope you will send me lots of advise and suggestions. in the future I would like to discuss how a straight man like me can avoid being labled and treated as gay, queer or whatever the current verbiage is. I have to admit the idea of kissing a man in a sexual way is a total turn off for me and sex with another man won't happen unless it is ****! I love feminine and women, I want to have sex with women the how and when We can talk about. I will get a picture up soon!