My new toy

So, as I'm trying to be a good sissy I bought myself a dildo to start stretching my little hole, especially as I'm running out of household items to stick in there! Well it arrived yesterday, I was giddy when the postman came! It's only 6" long but has some girth on it which is exactly what I was after, made of silicon with a suction cup.

I had already prepped and made sure I was fully shaved and dressed up in my finest crotchless panties and stockings etc when I had my first play. I stuck a couple of fingers in my ass to get me ready but I wasn't quite prepared for how big it was for my tight little pussy. I used plenty of lube and loved the feeling of the big head pressing against my asshole and feeling it stretch open slowly. Just feeling it glide up and down my ass felt amazing and my little sissy clit was tingling already.

As I pressed my hole against the head deeper and harder it slowly started entering my pussy, stretching it wider that it has ever been before. The feeling of ecstasy when the head 'popped' in and my asshole tightened around it, trapping only the head in my ass, was brilliant. It was hurting, but it was a hurt I wanted to feel again so I leant forward and felt it pop out. I pushed straight back on it again and still needed some force to get it back in again. I do this a few more times, thinking to myself that this is it really, I'm not coming back from this.. and I didn't want to.

Now it was time to really commit and I pushed my pussy back down on it, harder this time and could feel the shaft sliding inside me, deeper and deeper. The first push I couldn't take the whole thing but a few more little wiggles of my ass and I had gobbled up the entire 6 inches (I know, but you gotta start somewhere). My ass was pressed right up against the headboard I'd stuck the dildo to and I knew now the enitre thing was in my ass. Mission complete, my first real sissy test and how lovely it felt. After about 2 minutes I came so, so hard and just had to lick it all up while the dildo still in my ass :)

My hole is very sore today, sitting down and going to the toilet have been a bit of a test but the truth is, I like the pain. It's a reminder of the sissy I am and will be come x