The Tortured Confessions of a Porn Widow

I've been a Porn Widow for about ten years now.
My husband is a lifelong Porn Addict who openly masturbates to Porn every night and NEVER touches me.
This is his "Bate Cave." He doesn't even try to hide it.





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I'm miserable.
You see, I look nothing like these much younger, much more beautiful, much sexier Porn Stars he's addicted to. This is me (on the right with my s*ster).





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I've always been plain-looking and invisible to men. I can't even DREAM of comparing or competing with glamourous THEM. My whole life, I wanted to look like them, but never did.





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His addiction has destroyed my self-esteem, my self-worth.
Right now, I can hear him masturbating to THEM in his room.





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I'm heartbroken. I'm crying. Weeping.
I don't think I can take much more than this. I have ZERO value to my husband and to society at large.
I may be physically unremarkable, but I am an accomplished woman with a master's degree in fine arts; I tutor disadvantaged inner city c***dren for FREE. Why am I not valued?
But those PORN WHORES are loved, worshipped and adored by HIM and MILLIONS & MILLIONS of men worldwide simply because they're physically PERFECT? How is that fair?!?





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I'm at my wit's end. I don't know if I want to live in such a sexist, misogynistic world anymore.
WAIT! What are those voices? OMG, he has WHORES in there with him! OMG! It sounds like they're all FUCKING!
OMG! OMG! OMG!
I AM FREAKING OUT!





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I just heard him CUM loudly. OMG, I soooooo wish it was me he's was cumming with, but as I've said, he hasn't touched me in years.
My self-esteem is DESTROYED. I feel totally undesirable as a woman (Editor's note: Got that right bitch:))
I've never felt more suicidal. I am a TOTAL FAILURE as a supposed "woman."
My eyes are flowing with tears. I reach for the bottle of sleeping pills I've had stashed for just this exact moment.
I GOBBLE down the whole bottle with my comforter - my red wine.
The pills kick in quickly and I start to pass out in blissful, PAINLESS u*********sness.
The first peace I've felt in years.
But then suddenly, the door to his bate-cave is VIOLENTLY flung open and the three physically PERFECT WHORES emerge with evil smirks on their GORGEOUS faces. They all have handguns aimed directly at me ...





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TO BE CONTINUED ....
发布者 PornWidows
7 年 前
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AndySborra 3 年 前
Fuck this shit is so fucking hot
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This is some beautiful testimonial to the power and glory of the PORN GODDESSES! This porn widow is giving gooners so much pleasure with her suffering before the beauty of PORN!
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PornWidows
PornWidows 出版商 7 年 前
Megabetaboy : 'Zactly. The Goddesses are for worshiping with our cum; all over females are for cooking and cleaning our houses WHILE we're worshipping.
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Megabetaboy
interesting blog, it seems to me what she does not understand is the pleasure she gives us from hearing how miserable her life is. She is correct she and every other woman in our lives will never match up to the Goddess porn, don't even try
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pink_leggings
pink_leggings 7 年 前
Xxx
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pink_leggings
pink_leggings 7 年 前
PornWidows : I want to kiss their faces full of cum
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PornWidows
PornWidows 出版商 7 年 前
pink_leggings : TY. Celebrate that cunt's demise by worshipping GODDESS PERFECTION.
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pink_leggings
pink_leggings 7 年 前
Oh fuck. The ending is brilliant!
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PornWidows
PornWidows 出版商 7 年 前
Cum over that cunt's humiliation and pain LOL.
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PornWidows
PornWidows 出版商 7 年 前
I really must write the last chapter .... cuming soon.
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gunner01 7 年 前
PornWidows : LOL - how apt. Long deleted in our sex lives and public consciousness anyway (ugly women are just background noise) so appropriate for her pic to go too. Replace it with a pic of a TV test-card for all the notice it received anyway! :wink:
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PornWidows
PornWidows 出版商 7 年 前
gunner01 : Her pic got deleted! The fate of an ugly cunt who no one wants to see anyway. Universe telling her something? How symbolic. TOO FUCKIN FUNNY!
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gunner01 7 年 前
It almost doesn't matter who she is (though you're right she's an ugly cow!). She's just an anonymous bint representing all those plain, dull, ugly cunts we find around us, complaining no-one gives them attention. All of whom have been replaced by porn's goddesses!
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PornWidows
PornWidows 出版商 7 年 前
You answered your own question: an ugly cow, devoid of all worth. Born to tormented by Porn:smile:
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PornWidows
PornWidows 出版商 7 年 前
She'd have very few options, wouldn't she?:smile:
Stay tuned ...
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gunner01 7 年 前
*pulls up a chair* - this is gonna be good...
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