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MY PORN ADDICTION AND CHRONIC BATING. pt. 3

My porn addiction started to grow even more as I accumulated more magazines and DVDs. I was in my early twenties. It was the early 2000's and I still didn't have a computer. But I always had the dirty bookstores to buy my raunchy porn. I was getting quite a collection going and jacking off as much as I could but I had to move out of my parents house. I had various roommates for the next eight to nine years and had to keep my bating quiet as all the roommates I'v ever had were really good friends and they wouldn't understand my lifestyle. I had been caught jacking a few times from friends and I know they suspected me as a porn addict 15 years ago, but nothing was said. Around 2010 I moved into my first place alone! It was awesome! I could make a bateden all the time. I had about half the porn I have now but it covered three fourths of a 700 square foot studio apartment. Walls and all. I had two TV's and my pc monitor playing porn nonstop, all the time. My walls were nearly covered in big tit centerfolds and random porn pics and my floors were getting piled high with all the newest big tit and bbw mags. The more I got into porn the more my preferences changed. I started to like bigger and bigger girls. Gangbangs. Creampies. Different angels. More cocks. More cum. I started buying ball stretchers and wearing them for days at a time. Different fantasies involving all kinds of perverted things. Sometimes I would watch a big titter bouncing up and down on a cock for hours just staring and stroking. It was awesome! I would bate for days at a time without being bothered and then going out and buying more porn from the dirty bookstore. Its something I do to this day. The dirty bookstore is something that will always get my cock going. Buying physical magazines or dvds is something the younger generation is gonna miss out on. That butterfly feeling of pulling up to the shop and going in to buy porn. Other dirty old pervs looking at raunchy porn right next to you thinking about jacking off. Around this time I started an account on xhamster. At first, I just wanted to save a couple favorite vids, but then it grew into an obsession. I started talking to other pervs and eventually had my first bate meet up. He was in his late 50's and loved bating. He's still a member to this day. I remember when he first came into my place. He took one look and was like," WOW.... That's a LOT of porn." We bated for hours. Stroked each others cocks. Watched filthy porn and we both came twice. It was awesome! Then..... I got even deeper into porn.......

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7 年前

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xxxpert999 1 年前

I've never understood ... we know guys love porn, but so many of us confirmed 'baters had to go it alone, no friends to understand or encourage us. I wonder how I would have turned out if we had snuck away to have circle jerks and see who could cum the farthest, or who had the biggest cumshot. It would have been great if some of the neighbor girls took an interest as well.

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hrdguy01 2 年前

Your so right back in our early days part of the excitement was goin to the store and lookin at all the covers tryin to find the right one but being young heart pounding afraid to get sean by someone but once home it was hrs of fun time..

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pr0nhunta01 2 年前

Absolutely had the same feelings of nervous excitement when pulling up outside the x-rated video store, knowing I was about to enter the shop and browse thru cover after cover of porn that I could take home to watch. I would have a wet patch on my jeans and a bulge in my pants as I took my selections up to the counter for purchase. I could not wait to get home to put on the tape and start stroking!

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You reminded me, that sense of trepidation and excitement of being in the porn store, and rubbing shoulders with other Addicks was unbelievably exciting

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ilovejuggs 出版商 5 年前

i have had the same issues jdf3246. my porn journey has taken me far. regular produced porn from the 80's and 90's all the way up to now where i like amateur stuff. amateur fucking, sucking, gangbangs, bukkakes, even just a pair of massive saggy juggs jiggling and bouncing for 20 mins on a cam. gotta know they're real people fucking and getting off.

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ilovejuggs 出版商 5 年前

i still have a couple of issues of buttman! lol

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afrozenbum 5 年前

i used to go into this porn store to buy my BUTTMAN mags. (R.I.P buttman magazine) and the smell of dildo rubber, seeing expensive fake booty strokers that look like they had been there for a really long time, looking through all the late 90's vivid and hustler dvds and the newest evil angel releases at the time.... my wallet still has the 8th street adult book store rental punch card where the 10th rental is free. i honestly went there for the Buttman magazines and the skinny tall guy who worked there was hilarious.... he was a nerdy guy it seemed like he was a magic the gathering player or something of that nature. but whats funny is he was always talking on the phone with his girlfriend about how she"never gives him any rubbins" after work or how he was horny. i swear every time i went in there. but id take that new or back issue BUTTMAN home and grease my fucking goonstick for hours and read it from cover to cover.... the very last page was always a picture of the slut that was going to be the next cover girl. please bring BUTTMAN back! i dont want a digital version of your mag john stagliano

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jdf3246 5 年前

i have been masturbating for more than 30 years... i only like to watch kinky vids now cause normal porn doesnt do anything to me anymore... you have the same issue too?

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JJ822016 5 年前

I'm also a porn loving masturbator and especially like jacking to pictures of naked women in the "Dirty" magazines. However, it seems the mags are getting harder to find. I went into an "Adult World" store las week and they did not have a single magazine on display. Sure was disappointed! Your place sounds like one I'd enjoy cumming to!

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brisjkr 5 年前

至 ilovejuggs : Hell yeh. A wankers paradise like that has been a fantasy of mine

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brisjkr 5 年前

The last porn shop I frequented was run by a BBW with lovely big tits. I used to really enjoy buying mags from her knowing she was fully aware that I would be jacking off to them. Every time I got home with my latest purchases, I would wank myself silly while fantasizing about her.

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Pelambra 5 年前

Jaaaaa thats gr8 , same adn structure Jaaaaa

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"The dirty bookstore is something that will always get my cock going. Buying physical magazines or dvds is something the younger generation is gonna miss out on. That butterfly feeling of pulling up to the shop and going in to buy porn. Other dirty old pervs looking at raunchy porn right next to you thinking about jacking off." - You are absolutely correct. I couldn't agree more. Excellent observation. I love the smells, the sounds, porn is everywhere in the adult bookstore. Then rushing to get home, pull your cock out and goon. Great blog.

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footfetish420 6 年前

Part 4?

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footfetish420 6 年前

Hot

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Wow, you are speaking my language. I know exactly what you mean about getting those butterflies as you pull up to the porn shop. I can hardly wait to get there, my heart is racing, my mind has a singular focus. The smell of the porn shop, The other horny men in there, the sounds of the porn from the video booths. It truly is heaven. Great post. I can completely relate. Thanks for posting.

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Right there with you. Thanks for sharing.

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willboch 6 年前

I totally corelate with you mate!

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You are a dark horse!!

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ILikeToFantasize 6 年前

I can relate. I started out just liking smaller girls with big butts. (breast size didn't matter) Now I get hard for wide jiggly soft booties big bellies, big arms, fat faces and full lips. I'm a full fledged BBW/SSBBW man now.

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Love hearing about doing it with a buddy. That is porn addiction at its best!

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reading about others journey to addiction really makes me appreciate how normal and natural my own addiction is, having been exposed to porn in my early teens i was hooked

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ilovejuggs 出版商 7 年前

been stretching my ballsac for about 15 years. when they're really warm they sag about 6 inches

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sappleq 7 年前

How is the ball-stretching going? Don't go too fast... I heard that good results take years and years.

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voyu 7 年前

I thought for a sec you were going to say you'd met a girl and had to burn it all!

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hornygoat69 7 年前

Really cool that you have a bate buddy, I'm looking for one in my area, but not having much luck

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hornygoat69 7 年前

We are from the same era

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latinbull38 7 年前

Great account regarding porn addiction which I totally related to and I'm proud off! Keep up the good work buddy!!!

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NM8998 7 年前

I have always been addicted also. I remember seeing my grandmother in a nightgown with no bra and it excited me back then. Have always loved older women... still do, They just keep getting older, like me.

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Harddick10433 7 年前

Love hearing about your porn addiction!! Fuck yeah, FEED IT! It feels sooo fucking GOOD!

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