Cheating junkie wife

My wife and I are separated now and have been for a few years. Shes become a huge d**g addict. As the years have gone on I have found out she sold herself to BBC'S for pills, weed, crack, and, meth. Shes freely admitted this after being asked and lying about it for years. She never had to lie or cheat. I wanted to watch her getting fucked by bbc for years. I was angry but only because I was robbed of watching her. She had them that came by every day. She had others shed go see. She fucked 2 of them a lot and very often. I'd have supported it and loved her being a total dope whore. But instead she was a bitch and lied. She hid it all. Her best friend was involved some and I want to breed her unlike anything I can explain.
She has fucked more than 5 BBC's I can name and I can't stop thinking about them sliding in and out of her holes. I'm not dumb. I know she loved it. I loved fucking her when I suspected she had been getting fucked. I loved driving my tongue deep in her pussy and ass. I tasted it. It made me fuck her as hard as possibly could. I'd love to watch her now. Eating and fucking her after. Getting her to talk about it. I love it.
I wanted her fucked daily and bred by a random bbc. I stroke to these thoughts and I wait for the day when we'll fuck again.