Getting back into the swing of things

Went back to work Sun, after all, I can't keep staying in bed. I took almost 2 weeks off. Cried and wallowed in my sorrow for 3-4 days. Trying my hardest not to be sober. I had to get out of here already! Well, that was 2 weeks ago. I feel stronger and hopeful that things will get better. I know that they will. Sometimes something will remind me of him and well, unfortunately, a few tears come. That's natural and well, at least its not All Day now!