One day at a time

Hope everyone is doing well! I often feel that each new day is a challenge. I'm never sure how I will feel when I wake up. Sad, glad, mad? I always hope for a good day. I don't know how long it will take me to be over this and stop thinking about the past. I hate thinking, what could I have done different? Or how could I have made things better? I realize that I have to stop blaming myself. I cannot take the blame for another persons insecurities.The past is the past and nothing can change it. I know there's a lesson here somewhere! I'll have to get back with you on that. I just know that, I can't think too far ahead. I take it one day at a time. I have been able to talk with my friends again. They were always there. I had missed laughing and smiling. Meeting up for breakfast or coffee. Yea, I lost myself there for a minute.With everyday that passes I feel I find just a little more of me. I know there will still be some bad days ahead, but I am always wishing for a GOOD DAY! It's all I can do. Till next time guys. XOXOXOXO