He eats me like I'm a vanilla cake

Soon going back to my home town again. Last time I did not have the time or possibility to meet S. Or F. Such passionate men. S pretty much consumes me, in a way. He puts me in some sort of mindset after he had a go with me, that take days to snap out of. Prolonged subspace? I do not know. It's very strange, magical, scary and lovely. He does me so good and so passionate that I...there is no words. Its deep and profound.

I can have a veryyyy hard time relaxing when having sex, since I'm really not the prettiest, sexiest girl. I just want to hide, haha. My curves are at all the wrong places, and the ugly tree wasnt very nice to me either, lets put it that way lol. It is what it is, whatcha gonna do about it, hey? I'm nice and easy to be around, decent intelligence and a big heart, and for some, that's enough I guess. But he doesnt seem to mind my body, he just throws himself over me and take control over me. I can completely put my guard down and just enjoy the ride. He truly blows me away. It's so sooo wonderful, true pleasure. He likes my mind and my personality, I never doubted that. It's been 14 years of knowing each other, this year. That must count for something. Can't wait to dive deep into his bed and let myself be swept away.