Church (by Annika62)
Church had a very strong influence in my youth. I had to confess regularly to our priest. And as penance I always had to endure a whipping. Bound naked to a bench he liked to see me whipped with stinging nettles. Was not as harsh as a birching but still stinging and humiliating.
When I had to go to a confession I had to strip naked. The priest said when I confess sins I must be naked as on the day I was born. My body must be visible as my sins. I tell him what I had done within the last week and he says what was wrong and how I have to do penance. Physical pain and humiliation is necessary for cleansing. He says how long I must be beaten for punishment. I have to go into the garden with him. Mostly two ministrants are with him. I had to lay naked on a wooden bench where I was bound tight. The priests told them to beat me with the nettles or birches. They followed eagerly his instructions. They liked beating me. When I was beaten the priest prayed all the time that my sins will be forgiven. It took mostly half an hour. Then the priest caressed my backside and said I am a good girl who took its deserved penance well. I had to stay in the garden for an hour or so to pray with the priest. I was naked all the time and the priest and the ministrants stared at my nude body. I found it always embarrassing but it was right as he was the priest. I had to obey and to submit. Even when he not just touched my bottom to check the welts but also between my legs where I was wet sometimes. Then he ordered some more birchings for my sins and the ministrants did it eagerly.
When I had to be birched the priest told the ministrants to tie me naked to the bench that I could not move. Then he gave them the birches and they positioned to both sides of the bench. They began to hit me in turns in a steady pace. Zap, zap... zap zap... with every blow I moaned in agony. Zap, zap... unnnh, zap, zap unnnnh... they were quite strong. They birched while the priest prayed in a monotone voice. I concentrated on his voice to distract myself from the pain and the humiliation to be nude. It stopped when the priest ordered. Mostly after 20 minutes.
When I had to go to a confession I had to strip naked. The priest said when I confess sins I must be naked as on the day I was born. My body must be visible as my sins. I tell him what I had done within the last week and he says what was wrong and how I have to do penance. Physical pain and humiliation is necessary for cleansing. He says how long I must be beaten for punishment. I have to go into the garden with him. Mostly two ministrants are with him. I had to lay naked on a wooden bench where I was bound tight. The priests told them to beat me with the nettles or birches. They followed eagerly his instructions. They liked beating me. When I was beaten the priest prayed all the time that my sins will be forgiven. It took mostly half an hour. Then the priest caressed my backside and said I am a good girl who took its deserved penance well. I had to stay in the garden for an hour or so to pray with the priest. I was naked all the time and the priest and the ministrants stared at my nude body. I found it always embarrassing but it was right as he was the priest. I had to obey and to submit. Even when he not just touched my bottom to check the welts but also between my legs where I was wet sometimes. Then he ordered some more birchings for my sins and the ministrants did it eagerly.
When I had to be birched the priest told the ministrants to tie me naked to the bench that I could not move. Then he gave them the birches and they positioned to both sides of the bench. They began to hit me in turns in a steady pace. Zap, zap... zap zap... with every blow I moaned in agony. Zap, zap... unnnh, zap, zap unnnnh... they were quite strong. They birched while the priest prayed in a monotone voice. I concentrated on his voice to distract myself from the pain and the humiliation to be nude. It stopped when the priest ordered. Mostly after 20 minutes.
5 年 前