Secret Desires To Be SEEN As Pornosexual

Secret Desires To Be SEEN As Pornosexual

Sometimes I just feel like I need to scream at the top of my lungs in a very busy place about all the obscenities I love, describing my porn addiction in detail. Bellowing out how I'm only really there to buy snacks and drinks for the porn marathon I'm about to have. Shouting out how many hours a day over the last week I have spent watching porn, with 3 of those days being 9, 11.5, and 14.5. I'd wear tight, elastic skinny jeans so the people who are there to observe from the absolute beginning can see how fast my cock is swelling. Harder and harder, bigger and bigger, with every few sentences, until I'm visibly throbbing. I have given myself touch-less orgasms before, and I know that I would probably cum with seconds of reaching total erection. Everyone could watch my cock pulse, flooding down the leg of my jeans right form where the tip of my cock is clearly visible.

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I have actually mapped out the volume of my voice from inside my place and at my pit. I used my phone to record me uttering test words continuously until I reach a volume of where I can just start to hear some kind of speech, but what was said was not discernible. Then I mapped to where I was clearly heard. Now I get off to keeping my voice to a muffled one, but every so often I like punctuating my experience with exhibitionism by go to audible. When I get super horned up, I say it loud enough that I'm not sure how far it carries, because I haven't mapped beyond the perimeter to know for sure. Then when I get even more horned up, I'll shout with about 80% maximum volume, knowing that if anyone was withing a good 15-30 feet would hear pretty clearly. I love the risk of exposure if someone were within earshot. To feed my kink I've taken to making long recordings of myself watching porn and masturbating, while my phone records at the spot outside where it would be loudest. Hearing myself and knowing that if someone was close, they would have heard.

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One of these days I'll want an extra kick of porno-lust by risking my reputation with everyone I know. It will come when I get so horned up that I won't be able stop myself, just like every other time before. Bellowing my porn addiction. Screaming my name. Telling everyone to film me. Telling them to post it all over the internet. Tell them to record the history of my addiction to porn, starting at only eight years old, and up until now. Screaming obscenities and confessing all the trigger-kinks I would never say in real life. Lewdly gyrating totally naked. Alternating to forcefully bucking my hips forward and backward, holding the pose at either end for a second. This makes my fleshlight bounce. Someday I'll set up a sex swing, bring out a battery pack that can last for over 24 hours for my desktop. Put my sex doll into the harness, fire up porn, and start loudly fucking the fuck-doll right out in a residential intersection, moderately busy. Taking a huge risk makes my heart pound and cock swell. Could have a touchless orgasm if I concentrated on it, that's how horned up it makes me. That's how much I love porn--willing to risk the consequences just to satisfy a life-long pornography addiction. Willing to crater jobs, relationships, family, friends. I want to see people see me being the biggest porn addict ever. I want bellow out all about my life-long porn addiction.

PORNOSEXUAL FROM THE START! SO ADDICTED TO PORN AFTER FIRST SECONDS OF SEEING! I WANT TO SCREAM OUT PORN ADDICT CONFESSIONS SO EVERYONE CAN HEAR ME GETTING OFF TO EXPOSING MY PORNOSEXUAL PORN-LUST. SAY IT! SAY IT! BELLOW IT: "I'M A PORNOGRAPHY ADDICT," right in Walmart on Christmas Eve. I'm A PoRN ADDICTI'm A PoRN ADDICTI'm A PoRN ADDICTI'm A PoRN ADDICTI'm A PoRN ADDICTI'm A PoRN ADDICTI'm A PoRN ADDICTI'm A PoRN ADDICTI'm A PoRN ADDICTI'm A PoRN ADDICTI'm A PoRN ADDICTI'm A PoRN ADDICTI'm A PoRN ADDICTI'm A PoRN ADDICTI'm A PoRN ADDICTI'm A PoRN ADDICTI'm A PoRN ADDICTI'm A PoRN ADDICTI'm A PoRN ADDICTI'm A PoRN ADDICTI'm A PoRN ADDICTI'm A PoRN ADDICTI'm A PoRN ADDICTI'm A PoRN ADDICTI'm A PoRN ADDICTI'm A PoRN ADDICTI'm A PoRN ADDICTI'm A PoRN ADDICTI'm A PoRN ADDICTI'm A PoRN ADDICTI'm A PoRN ADDICTI'm A PoRN ADDICT

CAN'T STOP! NEVER COULD! I WATCH MORE HOURS OF PORN IN A NIGHT THAN WHAT IS THE DIAGNOSTIC CRITERIA FOR PORN ADDICTION FOR A WEEK! ROUTINELY OVER 12 HOURS! EDGING AND EDGING AND LOOKING AT PORN AND READING PORN STORIES.
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Megabetaboy : Yes, that'd fantastic.
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Megabetaboy
What an amazing post, really speaking to the deep deep love of pornography which I certainly feel. While I have not felt the same urge to literally scream it from the rooftops part of me would really love everyone I know to understand my true nature, very quickly I think you would lose a number of friends/family, but the fascinating dynamic would be those to whom you become closer, those who are perhaps just as addicted and very willing to experiment with you. That for me would be the final frontier, having someone I could be completely open with, spend time and experiment, no kink being judged, just nurtured and encouraged
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