What really gets me off . . .
. . . is when I'm reveling in my life-long addiction to pornography, and want to write here. The act of covertly exposing the inside life of a life-long porn addict, totally unfiltered and true. I can state that last night I edged to porn for 9 straight hours, and downloaded the really good stuff to carefully maintained folders, and know that others have, will, will at sometime, follow this pattern is why I love the age of Internet Porn. Porn: IP. IP era. It is a true joy to meet someone as totally and hopelessly addicted to porn as I have been, am, and will come to be.
It gets me off to write a detailed analysis of my psycho-sexual history, from the very moment of memory of it; my first exposure to hardcore full nudity, penetrations in all three holes, and various other things to now. Thirtyfour years spent of my fortytwo years secretly hiding what is now the resultant pornosexual I am from being. By definition, there wasn't something that accurately described me. Now that I know I'm a pornosexual, I also know there are untold millions from whom the term, the phenomenon, has come to be known as.
Pornosexuality. A life-long brain soak in any and all vestiges and particulars to do with porn. All the genre terms and context, fully understood from no later than ten. At that age I knew what kinds of porn or fantasy thoughts I liked most by how it made my cock feel, and that alone. In that I discovered that UI was without knowing term, at all, as pansexual. I existed in that self-image regardless of context, and I just absolutely never talk about it. So my tastes in porn rapidly developed by how my cock grew to thoughts, words, and images made it. I was an extremely early porn-addicted pervert. Already cumming hardest to the dirtiest thoughts imaginable at that age and with the only people I really knew in life. Instant pervert. A deep dive. I always get extremely horny to even the thought of writing about this to even stop myself from pursuing and documenting my perversions without doing so publicly. This time, I have the will power to stop masturbating to the thought and write it down. I am now going to masturbate to my life-long addiction to porn. About how I've kept it a secret all this time. As it grew, so did my ability to conceal it's size. It turns me on writing this for the whole world to see, all with my real face in the avatar.
It gets me off to write a detailed analysis of my psycho-sexual history, from the very moment of memory of it; my first exposure to hardcore full nudity, penetrations in all three holes, and various other things to now. Thirtyfour years spent of my fortytwo years secretly hiding what is now the resultant pornosexual I am from being. By definition, there wasn't something that accurately described me. Now that I know I'm a pornosexual, I also know there are untold millions from whom the term, the phenomenon, has come to be known as.
Pornosexuality. A life-long brain soak in any and all vestiges and particulars to do with porn. All the genre terms and context, fully understood from no later than ten. At that age I knew what kinds of porn or fantasy thoughts I liked most by how it made my cock feel, and that alone. In that I discovered that UI was without knowing term, at all, as pansexual. I existed in that self-image regardless of context, and I just absolutely never talk about it. So my tastes in porn rapidly developed by how my cock grew to thoughts, words, and images made it. I was an extremely early porn-addicted pervert. Already cumming hardest to the dirtiest thoughts imaginable at that age and with the only people I really knew in life. Instant pervert. A deep dive. I always get extremely horny to even the thought of writing about this to even stop myself from pursuing and documenting my perversions without doing so publicly. This time, I have the will power to stop masturbating to the thought and write it down. I am now going to masturbate to my life-long addiction to porn. About how I've kept it a secret all this time. As it grew, so did my ability to conceal it's size. It turns me on writing this for the whole world to see, all with my real face in the avatar.
3 年 前
