Closure
So Mistress Cat and I are no more. It's interesting that when I broached the topic about breaking up she told me she was already going to let me go after the holidays. I think it's a relief to both of us. She finally admitted to me that she had a lesbian lover, but I already have known that for a long time. She told me they have plans to get married one day.
Another relief is that she doesn't seem to care about all the money she's invested in me. She asked me to return the electronic tablet she gave me with the Femdom reading loaded on it, but she told me to keep the pink chastity device and nipple rings. I asked her if she wanted me to pay her for the electrolysis and piercings (which to me seemed like a lot of money), but in her world it's actually a trivial amount. She told me not to worry about it. We made a clean break, and I suspect I will never see her again.
I don't feel sadness about this, because I never really had the opportunity to get to know her. Maybe that's how she wanted it to be all along. I was a play partner, nothing more. I sure am going to miss the peggings. That was her favorite kink and over time it became mine.
But coming out of this experience, I have a few permanent physical changes. In any future relationship, I am probably going to have some explaining to do about my hairless body, pierced nipples and scrotum. Don't get me wrong, I like the changes and it will be a constant reminder of the kinky year of 2021. However, it is a shocking appearance that not everyone woman would appreciate. Then again, I don't ever see myself dating vanilla again. Maybe this could actually work to my advantage in finding the right Domme.
I am fortunate that she didn't follow through with getting me an ownership tattoo. It was going to be one of those "Property of.." tats that are so popular in the BDSM world. I was ready to do it, but she was always busy and never decided on a design. Lucky for me, I guess.
One last thing to do is eliminate "Mouse" from my profile. Mouse was her creation, and now it's time to move on as David again.
Another relief is that she doesn't seem to care about all the money she's invested in me. She asked me to return the electronic tablet she gave me with the Femdom reading loaded on it, but she told me to keep the pink chastity device and nipple rings. I asked her if she wanted me to pay her for the electrolysis and piercings (which to me seemed like a lot of money), but in her world it's actually a trivial amount. She told me not to worry about it. We made a clean break, and I suspect I will never see her again.
I don't feel sadness about this, because I never really had the opportunity to get to know her. Maybe that's how she wanted it to be all along. I was a play partner, nothing more. I sure am going to miss the peggings. That was her favorite kink and over time it became mine.
But coming out of this experience, I have a few permanent physical changes. In any future relationship, I am probably going to have some explaining to do about my hairless body, pierced nipples and scrotum. Don't get me wrong, I like the changes and it will be a constant reminder of the kinky year of 2021. However, it is a shocking appearance that not everyone woman would appreciate. Then again, I don't ever see myself dating vanilla again. Maybe this could actually work to my advantage in finding the right Domme.
I am fortunate that she didn't follow through with getting me an ownership tattoo. It was going to be one of those "Property of.." tats that are so popular in the BDSM world. I was ready to do it, but she was always busy and never decided on a design. Lucky for me, I guess.
One last thing to do is eliminate "Mouse" from my profile. Mouse was her creation, and now it's time to move on as David again.
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