I Can't Do It
I got a call from my friend again last night. She was inebriated like she always is in the evening. She's a beautiful woman, but I find her unattractive when she gets so sloppy. Her words get slurred and her emotions run hot and cold like she's on a roller coaster. The bottom line is that I don't want to get involved with someone who is an alcoholic. To complicate matters, she has a husband who is in jail who will be released within the year.
She wants me....bad. She said she would make all my kinky dreams come true and she tried to turn our conversation into phone sex. I wasn't having any of it though. I told her that we could be friends, but that was it. Then she dropped a bomb and asked me, "what if I divorced my husband?"
It was probably stupid of me to try to reason with her in her condition, but I told her she had a problem and needed help. Then she started sobbing and asked me why I hated her.
She blabbed for about 20 minutes and then burned out after I said "no" about fifty times. Then she started cussing me out and finally hung up on me.
Believe it or not, I still like her as a friend. I know she's been through a lot and is very lonely. However, I've lived long enough to know that she has to get her addiction under control before she can see clearly. I feel badly for her, but there is nothing I can do for her until she admits she has a problem. She's still a long way from that.
So that's it for couples with me. It's too fucking complicated. All I really want is nice girl with a whip. One of these days, I'm going to find her.
She wants me....bad. She said she would make all my kinky dreams come true and she tried to turn our conversation into phone sex. I wasn't having any of it though. I told her that we could be friends, but that was it. Then she dropped a bomb and asked me, "what if I divorced my husband?"
It was probably stupid of me to try to reason with her in her condition, but I told her she had a problem and needed help. Then she started sobbing and asked me why I hated her.
She blabbed for about 20 minutes and then burned out after I said "no" about fifty times. Then she started cussing me out and finally hung up on me.
Believe it or not, I still like her as a friend. I know she's been through a lot and is very lonely. However, I've lived long enough to know that she has to get her addiction under control before she can see clearly. I feel badly for her, but there is nothing I can do for her until she admits she has a problem. She's still a long way from that.
So that's it for couples with me. It's too fucking complicated. All I really want is nice girl with a whip. One of these days, I'm going to find her.
9 年 前
