That 69...
I'm really not very fond of having a 69. But almost every guy I've been with seems to love it. I do not see the fun or the pleasure. As a fat chick, it's a very exposed and unfomfortable position, especially being on top. Like...the worst angle ever. Poor dude. And as the same time as someone is going down on you, you are supposed to suck dick and be all focused on that. So that tounge or those fingers playing with you just becomes a distraction. I have never gotten off in a 69 and probably never will. And if you have different torso lenghts, its hella uncomfy too. So. Just too much stuff going on, such a vulnerable and awkward position. No thanks.
Maybe I will enjoy it when I get slimmer, who knows. Now I just feel like a unattractive blob in that position (among many). Working on that body fat tho, working pretty hard atm and are getting decent results so far. Hopefully I will get less self aware in bed, cuz right now its a disaster, can't think of anything else then how awful I must look. That sucks, "luckily" I do not have much of a sex life right now.
It can only get better, just have to push forward and try to stay positive.
Maybe I will enjoy it when I get slimmer, who knows. Now I just feel like a unattractive blob in that position (among many). Working on that body fat tho, working pretty hard atm and are getting decent results so far. Hopefully I will get less self aware in bed, cuz right now its a disaster, can't think of anything else then how awful I must look. That sucks, "luckily" I do not have much of a sex life right now.
It can only get better, just have to push forward and try to stay positive.
5 年 前