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I'm totally addicted to black dick.

I keep a girlfriend for show, but it has been months since we fucked. She wouldn't be able to get me hard now that I've discovered negroid penis.

She-males get me hard some. I think about what a huge slut I'd be if I had big tits and a girl's face.

Other than that, bitches get in the way of my anaconda watching. If they aren't in my mouth, I prefer to see the meat in full view. I get so excited when they ejaculate, I often come in my pants just watching a bull's seed gush all over the place. It would take 20 of my own "loads" to equal just one load from one of those big, dumb, sexy apes. It's fun to watch close ups of their balls getting tight and the veins on the shaft pulsating as magic time approaches. It's so raw and urgent right before it shoots. It's better than any drug, that euphoric moment before climax. You know his thick load is moving through his long hard dick because all niggers have that sexy ejaculation groan mastered. I wish I could feel like that, where that kind of noise came out of me. It must be so rewarding to be a black man having sex. Nobody can approach that kind of innate mastery of a subject that you know you're the very best; automatic supplication by all others. I fantasize all day long about black dicks in my mouth, pressing against the back of my throat, working my throat open, my gag reflex turned off through sheer sexual desire. All the way down, a foot long prick pumping away like it is in a hungry butthole. It takes everything I have to overcome the massive tubesteak in my gullet, but I must lick his leathery, gamey balls with my tongue. It might please him. I must give everything I have to him. I would happily allow him to choke me to death if it was sexually gratifying to my perfect, god-like sexual deity. I would kill for him. I live to be subservient to him. Black penis is my God. It is my only love. I will never let go of my addiction. I am a zombie for nigger dick!!

But why would a straight black guy fuck a sissy boy like me when he has access to all the white women he can handle? The answer lies in convenience. Black men are notoriously lazy. They would much prefer not to have to put work into finding something to drain their balls. They harbor delusions of entitlement and persecution.That's why setting up a "Blacks Only" glory hole is so perfect. It satisfies their need to engage in reverse racism while at the same time giving them something easy that they feel they deserve.

As you may have noticed, I am not under an delusion that niggers are superior to whites in any other way than sexually. That would be an absurd conclusion to jump to. Black men have one thing going for them, and one thing only: their magnificent bodies, especially their exceptionally large and lovely cocks.

I have, quite honestly, grown almost completely weary of cunt-based erotic pleasures. Now that I'm in my 40's, I feel it would be a waste of time to pursue stupid bitches and worthless whores when there are throbbing cocks waiting for me to drain.

Big Black Cock is, by far, the most gratifying, stimulating, and personally satisfying sexual goal to focus on. Tackling a heavy, thick, smelly nigger prick fills me with purpose and provides fulfillment far beyond that which a trifling slut can offer.

Glory holes work. They absolutely, positively work. I am careful to shave my face carefully and wear lipstick and perfume so the stupid black gangstah fools can pretend I'm a girl. I'm sure they know the truth, anyway. No girl can suck a dick like a guy, duh! Anyway, it's fine with me if they pretend. As long as nigger dicks keep appearing in front of my face, life is good.

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8th grade story
It was my 3rd beer party in 8th grade. Mia's parents were out of town and 8 of us boys and girls gathered there with a case of strong beer. Mia drank too much and I volunteered to make sure she puked in the garbage can next to her bed. Everyone knew we liked each other, so it was no big deal to leave us alone while they continued playing beer games and yelling at each other (laughing mostly, some yelling).

Anyway, Mia passed out cold on the bed, totally gone. I decided to put her pajamas on her since she was in jeans and sneakers. I wasn't planning on removing her bra or panties, I swear. But yes, I was taking the opportunity to get an eyeful of her blossoming little body. She was a year younger, but her boobs were already pretty established.

so i get her shoes and socks off, I'm looking at her bod and i get the biggest, most insistent boner poking at my pants. i barely hesitated before springing into action. this was a chance for sex with no repercussions, and i did not intend to miss out on it.

i locked the door, took off all of her clothes, turned her over, spread her legs, and started fingering her. she was ready, for some reason. she started moaning, but not in a good way. it was like, stop it, no, i don't want to. i just kind of said, "don't worry, it'll only take a couple minutes." i started going for it, got it in, and she suddenly bucked up and tried to squirm away. it always hurts the first time, right? i looked down and my dick was kind of bloody, tissue like stuff on it. glorious!

Mia started vomiting as I fucked her, really blotto incoherent whines in between retches. i grabbed a pillow and put it over her mouth so she wouldn't attract any attention from her worried girlfriends. i was having trouble coming, partly because of the beer, but also all the distractions and shit. finally i busted my nut and laid on top of her, panting, my dick squirting the last drops of my little load into her pristine little hairy twat.

i looked up at the mess and realized what a pain in the ass it would be to clean, so i unlocked the door and fled out the window to my nearby home. FOR THE WIN!

we never did date officially, and she turned out to be a lesbian, anyway. so whatever. she was a good piece of pussy, that's for damn sure! that's definitely where i first developed my love of non-consensual sex.

if you haven't tried it, you're missing out!