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I'm a 32 year old male living in Wales, UK. After considering the idea of becoming a full-time live-in slave for the last three or four years, I've now decided it's something I want to actively pursue. I see so many wonderful women and couples on this site and I now realise that slavery is my calling. It's my greatest ambition to make the lives of my superiors happy and it's a cause to which I would like to dedicate the rest of my life. I woke up to my inferiority around the age of 20. I was always painfully shy and as time went on I started to accept my submissive nature more fully. I… 阅读更多内容

As my profile states, I'm still a virgin and almost 30 years old. Although I'm pretty frustrated, I grown to love the idea of having my virginity controlled by another person or other people in general. Knowing that I'm missing out on something, yet knowing that my denial pleases someone else is an incredibly erotic thought. I've chatted to one or two Ladies online who have verbally humiliated me about my virginity and I was surprised how much it turned me on initially. One Lady even took great pleasure in describing what a great night of sex she was about to have with her boyfriend and to… 阅读更多内容

It was suggested by my friend Cassie that I must have another vote to decide whether or not I can have a full orgasm one week after my ruined orgasm. I've been quite busy this week so it's helped take my mind off my frustration a bit. Here are the options: A: Full Orgasm B: Ruined Orgasm C: 1 week of Denial Voting will close at 8pm tomorrow (Thursday). I've made it simple this time, and I hope you'll all be kind, because I am quite desperate now. Thanks everyone. :) UPDATE: Results: A: 3 Votes B: 2 Votes C: 2 Votes A has won, and I've just… 阅读更多内容

Well, as you probably all know, the people of XH voted for me to have a ruined orgasm. My friend Cassie who voted for C also instructed me to ruin my orgasm this evening while watching a video of my choosing. After exactly 16 and a half days since my last orgasm I found myself both scared and looking forward to some sort of relief this evening. I settled down and watched a sexy video on XH, I edged myself three times as instructed by Cassie, and on the fourth edge I tipped myself over the point of no return. I felt myself shaking with excitement even after I had removed my hand from my c… 阅读更多内容

By 8am BST on Wednesday I will have completed 15 days of Orgasm denial (Which will coincide with my 1 year anniversary of joining XH). To give a little back to the site, I've decided the outcome of my denial should be decided by the XH community. The choice with the most votes will be my fate. Voting closes at 8am BST on Wednesday. Here are the choices: A: 2 Extra weeks of Denial B: 1 Extra week of Denial C: Ruined Orgasm D: Full Orgasm E: Other - Please give me a suggestion and I may add it to the list of choices F: Cum from Anal/Prostate play ONLY (Suggested by… 阅读更多内容

I'm not sure how common it is but I am able to cum from spanking my balls. A few years ago I was following some online instructions and I was told to spank my balls to completion. I didn't think it would be possible for me, but it was. For me it depends how horny I am, how long I have been denied and how much I want to serve/please a particular Woman/Mistress. When I cum from spanking my balls I find my cum trickles out of my cock a lot like a ruined orgasm, which I feel is preferable if I am serving someone as I should. Experiencing a full orgasm when I'm serving a Woman/Mistress always… 阅读更多内容

Since I started embracing my life as a submissive in the last 12 months, I've also started to drift more and more towards the sissy side of things too. One thing I have noticed is my erections are nowhere near as hard as they were. In fact, even when I'm extremely excited I only seem to manage to get semi-erect, and I only get semi-rigid occasionally when I'm on the edge of orgasm, but on most occasions I find myself climaxing when I'm semi-erect or sometimes flaccid. Not getting fully erect now seems the most normal thing in the world and I very often find myself masturbating my flaccid/se… 阅读更多内容

If you are interested in taking strict control of, and/or giving tasks/instructions to a virgin sub, then please feel free to get in touch. I would only want to hear from someone who genuinely derives pleasure from dominating a male sub, as most of the fun comes from knowing you are achieving great pleasure at my expense. I want to give, not take. :) Please feel free to check out my profile to see a list of some of my interests and if you still find anything appealing, please feel free to contact me. I look forward to hearing from you. Lots of love and hugs, CalendulaFella xx… 阅读更多内容

I'm very submissive and I love the idea of being controlled by an online Mistress/Couple, as most of my friends on here know. I also love the idea of having my boundaries pushed, which is still something I'm yet to explore fully. If only as an online sub I can bring some entertainment to a dominant woman, or even a kinky couple, then I'm more than happy to oblige as best I can. I seem to be getting more and more kinky by the day thanks to you lot. :) I just love being given tasks and instructions to carry out, and up to now I've had some really great kinky ones *Naughty grin*. Please, pl… 阅读更多内容

I'm really looking for some guidance from an experienced person who can help me explore myself further. I will consider anyone who replies. I'm not interested in meeting, cam to cam, or photographs (Not yet anyway). If anyone is interested in taking control of me and making me their online sub I'd love to hear from you. I am very open minded with the right person. :) My interests are listed in my profile, but I do have many others, and I'd love to be introduced to some new ones too. I look forward to hearing from all you kinky folk. :) xx… 阅读更多内容

I would just like to thank everyone who has taken the time to chat to me (You know who you all are). I signed up to this site hoping to meet some like minded people to have some good chats with, and up to now I've had an awful lot of fun thanks to you guys. I feel so very grateful to you beautiful people. Thank you all from the bottom of my heart. I love you all. CalendulaFella xx… 阅读更多内容