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Filled with sorrow... Bleak inner self touched by pride, devoured by solitude, still wrapped in time. I'm flowing with pain! Holding myself back in suspicion... and lingering in the dust... the dust of my abandoned remains. Killed with the dagger of life...! Such an exquisite pride in my suffering... alone, all alone with the emotional streams of my soul... So real, so pure... yet I'm left aside entangled in fear... without hope.I am truly left alone, but somehow... just somehow it feels like my loneliness is a victory over the self-delusion of joy... and happiness My heart beats faster, the a… 阅读更多内容

Shield, walls…despair and distant the rain falls in my eyes and covers all I had all I have wished to find, once more has been taken from me the light came or through the shadows falsely seen Is this the end of my misery? Hope will perish And vanish away from the clouds you broke your vows to me and left me behind In despair all of eternity, i could have spent with you in this empty room with endless faith but how useless sorrow would be? Without memories without all the tears I shared for you? Now all of eternity, I will spend to mourn for you to this empty room with endless shame but how use… 阅读更多内容

My whole shivers as i feel my fever entwined by the wind the end of the road is near black winds, enclosing the valleys the white skies open and swallow their screams i once dreamed you could reach me In the ocean's waves .now all i see is their silent dances I once dreamed we could be together In this dismal scenario but noone ever walked these shores in his mirages the loner hides his fear passively i watched the seasons pass the meadows getting dried… 阅读更多内容

Imagine an infant lying in its cradle and the window is open, and into the room comes something, marvelous, mysterious, glittering, shedding light of many colors, movement, sound, a transformative hierophany of integrated perception. The c***d is enthralled, and then the mother comes into the room and says to the c***d, "That's a bird, baby, that's a bird." Instantly the complex wave of the angel, peacock, iridescent, transformative mystery is collapsed into the word. All mystery is gone, the c***d learns this is a bird, this is a bird, and by the time we're five or six years old all the myste… 阅读更多内容

In this madness i can't rest can't stand these haunting thoughts that bury every hope I ever had in me sorrow lacerates my skin and i don't feel the pain the coldest rain must have killed the last flame i had in me can't you give me your hand I can't percieve the warmth of your fire I feel like losing you and i cry for my dying angel as she takes me under her wings… 阅读更多内容

My whole shivers as i feel my fever entwined by the wind the end of the road is near black winds, enclosing the valleys the white skies open and swallow their screams I once dreamed you could reach me In the ocean's waves now all i see is their silent dancesi once dreamed we could be together In this dismal scenario but noone ever walked these shores in his mirages the loner hides his fears passively i watched the seasons pass the meadows getting dried Like rusted over time,… 阅读更多内容

See God and his hand of death squeezing out earth's final breath .... How did it all come to this ?? Brought to us by Judas kiss ??… 阅读更多内容

I am in the resurrection of a horrible dream that was a mixture of hatred and intense desire ... everything rots and is super realistic… 阅读更多内容

I kept my promise the world was unaware i sheltered in the safest place and I would not go far away i found escape my tears were shed in silence i waited patiently for more the night of light would soon be here road not taken erase my memory surrender save me from this pain rites of passage change to new beginnings illuminate the path that has been laid before me...… 阅读更多内容

Hey you, see me, pictures crazy all the world i've seen before me passing by i've got, nothing, to gain, to lose all the world I've seen before me passing by you don't care about how I feel I don't feel it anymore you don't care about how I feel I don't feel it anymore you don't care about how I feel I don't feel it anymore you don't care about how I feel I don't feel it anymore hey you, are me, not so pretty ?? Silent my voice, I've got no choice all the world I've seen before me passing by you don't care about how I feel I don't see, anymore I don't hear, anymore I don't speak anymore I don'… 阅读更多内容

Psycho, groupie, cocaine, crazy, psycho, groupie, cocaine, crazy, psycho, groupie, cocaine, crazy, psycho groupie coca, gets you high, makes you hide, makes you want to go, stop. psycho groupie cocaine crazy psycho groupie coca, gets you high, makes you hide, do you really want to think and stop? Let your eyes flow It makes you superior, it makes you hide, it makes you really want to leave ...do you really want to think and stop? Stop your eyes from spilling stop your eyes from bleeding! so you want to stop the world, stop and watch your body completely free, from the time you were a Psycho !!… 阅读更多内容

Frames of truth, i can see the falseness lying in thee, fills me with confusion and distrust Innocence, I can see the wildness figured in thee, reject the pose of injured chastity quietness, i can feel the energies emission, precluding a stagnation of time justify the truth which keeps my feet on the ground i am hidden in a veil of distrust and speculation with my own eyes i see through falseness and betrayal, with my own eyes there are no extremities around you everything is influenced by an opposite there are no purities and perfectibilities there are no words of admonition you are imposing… 阅读更多内容

The shadows your subtle thoughts create a poor and absurd vision that enslaves you in this labyrinth of madness and wisdom the wind tries to reach him, but surrounded by the walls of air, fearless is he, his weakness must be kept inside once he saw the golden daylight rises high now with the earth it turns to follow the darkness like the mirror of water that reflects its shadow in its eyes, painted in the waves as they rise search for a place to land, no place to settle fly to the clouds higher up this chaotic path in life influences my numb mind, dwells in the deepest chasms among the dim lig… 阅读更多内容

My impressions, my memories, like a spirit's biology feeling the silent breeze through the branches, caressing my dreams peacefully in harmony sensitive signs entangle my mind an alien activity myriads of atoms converging to cells creating my memories, this cosmos of chaos in me my inner slumber, streams of reflections, veils of impressions, misty diffusion transparent visions, the center of me the alien activity myriads of atoms converging to cellscreating my memories, this cosmos of chaos in me the freezing winds in your mind stir up your sense of time like the dark quakes from below ruin yo… 阅读更多内容

Slow cold and somber brushing the shores morning never comes i turn into a prey fear thy dawning lights hear them drown I've been calling for so long In a wind of clay Just like the smoke i'm led away feeding frostbitten roads might heal a pain no one hears just raven words one might hear the rain Flooding the leaves and me away… 阅读更多内容

Out of another world you come to me sound the indifferent words that speak my doom my voice that sounds so strangely in my ears you bid me speak, and I, in dumb despair forgetting all my agonies of prayer beckon to you across a mist of tears all’s over now I know that you are lost and love is dead, for I have met love’s ghost… 阅读更多内容

You say you're breaking my heart i say break it all I say you breathe in you breathe out but this has to go out I say I only need to feel free but here is no release you say every end has a start and fear will fall apart like birds toward an open sky who reach their purpose well the softened moonlight for our broken hopes to dwell you'll wonder where we'll all go us with wounds is all we know and the gifts we were given back to the swarm of a distant heaven… 阅读更多内容

Dust in this night goes down my throat and wind blows stronger i'm feeling like behind four walls In this place i suffer on my hands you couldn't see all the scars i made for you In my eyes you couldn't feel that my life was passing by. this is where my life ends Intoxicated by my yearn to die to join you once again your life i did take.. this is where my life ends the blade slices deeper taking away my sanity now everything is dead but my state of madness I wash away the sand of your skin and it feels you're mine again on my hands you couldn't see… 阅读更多内容

your eyes are slowly getting white your blood's flowing out of your veins you were left alone with a tortured mind You're fading in this last winter night I touch your skin so white and i beg you to not go in this last winter night i will stay here all alone In the misty morning's light my dreams are lost forever and my body feel so cold inside i don't wanna live any longer I touch your skin so white and i beg you to not go in this last winter night i will stay here all alone… 阅读更多内容

Blow thou winter winds let worry the gods, shape the blackest dayand lay your eyes on the way the blue of your valleys how I breathe into you the blue of your valleys I pray for something true In the dephts of your fears i know you can't hear me In silence play the fools but my soul belongs to you she's waiting to drown she's waiting to drown you where can I rest when so many speak so loudly ? where can I dwell when all has been taken from me? where can I be lonely? she's waiting to drown the tides of her soul she's waiting to drown she's waiting for you she's waiting to drown the tides of her… 阅读更多内容