same as if we crushed bugs underfoot smiled at the fading sound "crunch" it is exausting i missed something it meant nothing you said you said kill that spider you said you said goodbye as I folded into a universe swallowing the solar system… 阅读更多内容
I am not crazy
Neanderthals slept in grass and caves as did modern humans my mind swirls around this the worst part of getting old by far is moments in mirrors we fucked neaderthals used them up I had my moments slipped on banana peels stood at the mirror and just asked why… 阅读更多内容
MEET ME AT THE HOLOCAUST
It has taken a year of months But now I can understand why Nero fiddled as Rome burned and fell around him. I keep having dreams of this and you. your mixed in with the muddy faces in all those places their billowing smoke-stacks razor-wire and fresh snowfall. As we sit at our table in the front row porcelain hands surround us and leave the snow covered ground like frightened doves. Pointing to us to the stars to the only color here coming from the single rose that is our centerpiece. Whispering in your ear I wonder how love happens here in this world engulfed by the fire of black a… 阅读更多内容
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CONFLICT listening to all my friends wondering where I am here THIS ATMOSPHERE IS CHOKING ME hope you are well hope you are happy time folds like small pieces of paper into pockets notes to god that ask I listen my friends Fold into time And me Like transparancies Folded as napkins at a picnic hope you are well hope you are happy Liquid Under velvet I listen to friends And paid descendants We were we Alliteration And nothing Else… 阅读更多内容
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I STARE AT AN EMTY PAGE Legacy Want These things fell To the wayside My line breaks are off 11 years since my best Years I miss this So much Why did it stop? Where did the want I don’t know…. Disappear I made bad problems worse And worse problems expand Neanderthals never had these problems… 阅读更多内容
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SHRIMP FEST I am an ocean A cat remembering Wonderful days Of predators And fancy feasts You remind me Of the Beatles Lennon and McCartney at the piano a promise of Inspiration I wish I were sober Enough to write this I have slept Through this before an ocean Swelling swirls Of anticipation I miss this… 阅读更多内容
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QUARTERS Music on the radio The television You walk through a kitchen Too small A cat cries I snore You try to Figure it out Bukowski in a corner Wind through cracks We make ourselves Brilliant fading stars I love you Married you It cuts both ways A cat for doctors An exchange Cloth runs close To the bed Like d****s Music The radio Television You walk through a kitchen Too small Noise is unpleasant Sound Is everything else… 阅读更多内容
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Poem to a woman who will surely see it I am in love with you Marry me In an abstract way Barefoot Vegas Modest mouse playing Your pain My pain Play with my hair Without you I would go crazy Maybe I am already There… 阅读更多内容
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YOU MADE THIS I like your folds And mine We twisted And turned My black heart Like licorice was important moment or memento I loved you before This Before time Made us weep You make this Like recess c***dren at play Like gods We weep Into Umbrellas folded into Shards of silence And wet We were gods You made this important Like time… 阅读更多内容