i've also thought about titling this "Don't Fall in Love with a Dreamer" because i love slave bonni and i know what she's going through with Sir G. When Y/you hear that song, think of T/them and that special love T/they share. i think after, Y/you'll understand why i couldn't write this in my "comment" box Mark & A/all, W/we had an absolute BALL last night. First off, my chest was painted like shamrocks with a white picture frame border and the little 'Fighting Irish' leprechauns squared off facing each other on my nipples. i'm not sure of any timelines now but the limo… 阅读更多内容
"hoping 2017 proves to be as wondorous as 201
I recently wrote a heartfelt (and lengthy) comment to my dear friend Markpabear in reply to his comment "hoping 2017 proves to be as wondorous as 2016 was for you :))" i was asked by several people in both comments and PM's to post my response in a blog. After some thought and re-reading that post, here is that response to Mark. my whole life has come together. i am in school to become what i've dreamed to be, i am holding an A average because i have the encouragement and support of my Owner. my sexual fantasy has become a reality. my wardrobe of leather and latex fas… 阅读更多内容
my 1st year in slavery
November 1, 2016 i am so excited and pleased to tell Y/you, i have begun my 2nd year in bondage and consensual slavery. Master has been so good to me and i am so grateful to be His property. i realize my station in life is to serve and obey Master Robert until the day He decides to sell me (which i hope He never does but as a slave, i accept this is a possibility). i do not live my life in fear of being sold but with the happiness of being owned. This past year has been more than i had hoped it would be. my teenage fantasy of becoming a submissive slave in… 阅读更多内容
Life outside the playroom (aka Dungeon)
A short time ago, an x-hamster friend asked me about my life as a slave and if i had a life outside of the dungeon or was i whipped and abused 24/7 all day long for a Sadist's pleasure. To answer that question, if that were the case, i'd be dead by now. i enjoy pain but i don't have a deathwish To begin, define "Sadist"? There are many lessons to learn from the Marquis DeSade but i don't consider my Owner, Master Robert as a Sadist. Perhaps to some people, they might consider Him a Sadist because they don't understand the lifestyle W/we choose. Master is very loving and compa… 阅读更多内容
i am my Master's Femlin
August 27, '16 Today is going to be another beautiful summer day. W/we were invited to Sir G's house on the lake for this weekend but slave veronica isn't feeling all too well this morning and part of my responsibility to Master for accepted me as His property is tending to slave veronica's needs. W/we are staying put and if slave veronica feels better later, maybe W/we'll go for a afternoon picnic. If so, Master has in the past, promised me W/we'd go to a highway rest area or a particular State park with a huge railroad trestle (Mark, you know the park i'm talking ab… 阅读更多内容
Maybe O/our last weekend at the Lake
Where to begin? slave bonni will always say, "AT THE BEGINNING". Master, slave veronica and i arrived at Sir G's lake house on early Friday evening just in time to sit down to a wonderful picnic dinner prepared by slave bonni. W/we ate at the gazebo on the right end of the F shape dock. After dinner, slaves bonni & veronica cleaned up as i got on x-hamster to tell everyone i wouldn't be in touch for a while. i almost missed the boat ride due to a brief chat with my dear HOT friend jeni smith http://xhamster.com/user/jeni20 as Master, Sir G, slaves bonni… 阅读更多内容
NOT the average House party
my Master enjoyed this comment to my sweet and dear friend katyanna at http://xhamster.com/user/milaya_zhena He suggested i expand on it and write it as a blog entry. i am only too happy to do so if it will please my Master. katy, i've lost your original comment, i wish i could add it to give context to this wonderful adventure. i also wish you and tamara were here to enjoy the debauchery. i know you two would have had fun and slave bonni and i could have enjoyed you two. YES katy, first off, all the prep work, don't forget, slave veronica is an invalid with MS and… 阅读更多内容
What a slut slave bonni has taught me to be
Thank you slave veronica It was such fun road trip and amazing adventure, i hope Sir G will ask U/us to join Him and slave bonni on another road trip in the RV. slave veronica wanted to go with U/us and W/we wanted her to go too but even though she felt up to it, her Dr. suggested she not go. In hindsight, it would have been too much walking for her. she is content at home and otherwise, because it is difficult for her to climb stairs in and out of the RV, she'd have to sit in the RV most of the time. W/we all knew going on this road trip, because so mu… 阅读更多内容
The Most Meaningful Weekend
Thank you slave veronica for helping me find just the right words to use OMG, It was an awesome weekend. i am not permitted to be too specific but in general, it was a wonderful time at Sir G's lake house on (- - - - -), one of the NY State Finger Lakes. Two brief 5 to 10 minute soft rain showers, no thunder or lightning all weekend. The second rain shower was while W/we were swimming. HELLO - W/we're wet anyway. As long as W/we didn't hear thunder or see lightning, W/we didn't go ashore even though W/we were in aluminium (some were fiberglass) boa… 阅读更多内容
A MESSAGE FROM my OWNER
A MESSAGE TO 'SOME' DOM'S AND DOMME'S. Actually, others will be wise to accept my advise as well. As a matter of my respect and courtesy, to other Dominants, I am intervening with this note to advise on expected etiquette. As slave melissa is very young and relatively inexperienced in the Art of Bondage, Discipline and Submission, I have given her great latitude with her playtime at X-Hamster to explore her desires or fetishes in the above mentioned Arts. That does not mean she is a fool. she has exceeded expectations of a new slave and is eager to prove her abilities to… 阅读更多内容
my Master instructed me to post this with consent
a PM conversation with Sir Akuilanotturna my Master enjoyed reading my posts with Sir Aku and instructed me to secure permission from Sir Aku and publish O/our chats in the form of this blog. i hope you enjoy reading this conversation as much as my Owner. slave melissa Hi there..., reading your post I think you have restarted your daily anal training ... I am immensely happy about, hoping your ass is already healed from last Saturday's test ... ready to overcome other beautiful challenges as the double fisting or deep penetration, beyond the curve of sigma .... definitely mu… 阅读更多内容
i have found my lot in life
THIS WILL BE UPDATED DAILY UNTIL i KNOW my DESTINY April 25th, As the days approach May 1st, the anticipation and exhilaration is exploding within me. i want so much to please my Master as my probation draws to a close. Who holds my destiny in their hand? Is it me? Is it Master Robert? Will i be dismissed from bondage? If dismissed, what would my future be? Would i loose my girlfriend slave bonni? If i am dismissed, would she be banished from my life? All i can do is focus on each day and please my Master to the best of my ability. Master desires me to expand… 阅读更多内容
Epilogue - to my week at the mansion
i never thought i'd be writing an epilogue to one of my blogs. Especially this blog and this soon. i've never done this and i've never heard of the word epilogue before slave veronica told me and agreed to help me. First, a word from my lover, slave bonni. she says; "WOW, Master, can i please spend a week at that mansion?" Then she told me she'd never been fucked the way i fucked her last night. i know slave bonni has been owned by a Domme and a Dom before being owned by her Master G and co-owned by Mistress Lady K who owns her sister, slave alex.… 阅读更多内容
my week at the Mansion
Wow, what an exciting week it's been for me. Last Friday evening, Master told me to pack enough school cloths to last a week. Master told me He had made arrangements for the final test of my probation. i was to take my bag and drive to a specific address about one hour away where i would be loaned to a Domme as Her's to be used as She desired. The agreed rules with the Mistress and my Master were "no marks upon my body". i was forbidden to enjoy the taste of my beautiful slave bonni's cunt while at 'lunch'. (Actually, several classmates who strongly suspect we… 阅读更多内容
my JOURNEY
Assisted by slave's bonni & veronica i won't mention my hometown or my family or friends by name. There are certain comments and conversations intentionally omitted because i have been asked not to include them or have not been given permission to publish them. i am from the southern part of the northern tier of Pennsylvania. my father is a drunk and i rarely ever saw him. my mother isn't as much a drunk but she is well known by every bartender in town. The one thing i have… 阅读更多内容
i am so blessed by my Owner and O/our friends
It seems like yesterday but was last weekend my beloved Owner, Master Robert surprised me by honoring me as "The slave of honor" at a special event. Master had faith in me and had been planing this event even before i returned from my Holiday visit with my family. i was given time away to spend with family and friends in my hometown in Pennsylvania to announce my decision to submit to consensual slavery. i was given about a dozen pre-stamped postcards to pass out to my family and friends to confirm i did in fact tell of my intentions. As agreed, i passed the cards out and… 阅读更多内容
i now understand the "Freedom of Slavery"
There is so much more to being a good slave than being the willing subject of the receiving end of a whip. i am in training to be a good slave but didn't realize it's more than just learning to accept punishment for your or your Owner's pleasure. When i submitted to this lifestyle, it was an experiment, an adventure to explore that really wasn't taken with serious commitment. i didn't realize the rewarding aspects i would receive. In my quest, i am learning proper etiquette, posture, speech, manors, a quality taste for music and so much more to be a good slave. Just… 阅读更多内容
my first blog. the best Christmas party fucking e
omg, i am so excited to tell Y/you about my first blog. Master Robert and the other Dominants in O/our circle of Owners and slaves had the most amazing Christmas Party. i am so sorry slave veronica missed this party but she really didn't mind. Really, it was best for her to stay home and tend to herself. Master Robert took me to another M/s couple's house and i was in awe of their house. Such a gorgeous home with at least five bedrooms that i found and as many bathrooms. i was taking all this in and absorbing so much decadence. Then, i was called by the home owners wife/sla… 阅读更多内容