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Things are about to get really sleazy in my world. Tomorrow night I'll be in a cheap hotel in Dallas with a black couple who are both dominant. My role will be sub and cuckold to both of them. I have a pretty good idea about how things are going to go, and it's not going to be a typical D/s session like I usually write about. I met her for lunch a couple of days ago, and she's quite a character. First off, I had barely introduced myself when she started talking about sex. Most women, especially dominant women, take a while to size you up before breaching that topic. She had told me ab… 阅读更多内容

I have my first Domme date of 2017. She's African American and very into cuckolding. She's wasting no time. We meet for lunch today, and she told me if I meet with her approval we'll be having a session on Friday night. Damn. I've never met a non-pro who moves this fast, but I'm all in. Wish me luck.… 阅读更多内容

I received an interesting message a few days ago from a married female who is curious about pegging her husband. She's never used a strapon before, but she's fantasized about it for a long time. What made our conversation interesting is that she wants to enjoy it, but doesn't particularly want him to enjoy it. She wants to take him when he least expects it, and not give him any sexual or genital pleasure during the pegging. She doesn't want him to experience a great deal of pain, but heavy frustration. She wants to cum, but deny him from cumming. She sounds like an aspiring Domme to me.… 阅读更多内容

I'm glad 2016 is in the books. I started the year looking for a Mistress, and ended the year looking for a Mistress. I had some wild pro Domme sessions in 2016, and one lifestyle Mistress that didn't work out. At times the searching is entertaining, but most of the time it's just tedious. But I'm not going to give up. Eventually, I'll find Her, and when I do you'll be the first ones to know. Have a kinky holiday.... Happy New Year!… 阅读更多内容

I wish A/all of my friends here on XRMXX a very Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays. Stay kinky, my friends.… 阅读更多内容

I've been thinking about getting away for the holidays, and as I was researching places to go I got to thinking about what a femdom vacation might look like. Right now it's still in the fantasy stage, but I stumbled across a place called "Kink in the Caribbean, Hedonism II". Apparently the resort caters to BDSM singles and couples with some interesting twists. Hedonism II is an all-inclusive, 3-star resort in Negril, Jamaica. It’s an adult resort to start with and offers things like mirrored ceilings and clothing optional beaches and pool areas, as well as all the usual resort activities.… 阅读更多内容

I'm a little shook up this morning. My father is 83 years old and not in the greatest health, although his mind is still sharp as a tack. We had dinner last night, and afterwards he took me to the den and explained what he wanted done if he should happen to pass away. I guess I wasn't prepared for what he was about to tell me, because it was really tough fighting back the tears. It's hard to imagine my father not being in my life one day. He is basically my hero. We went over everything. My dad is the type of person who goes to great lengths so as not to inconvenience anyone. He has… 阅读更多内容

I've had a couple of days now to reflect on my dismissal. Two things stand out in my mind as reasons she released me. First, she has a teenage son who means everything to her. I felt like I was compartmentalized into her life between those tiny spaces between when she was working and when she was spending time with her son. Perhaps my training was cutting into what little time she had for herself. I was amusing for a little while, but not amusing enough to keep in the long run. That's a tough pill to swallow. The other thing that I picked up right away was that sexually she much m… 阅读更多内容

So close.... I have been dismissed, and I'm not really sure why. I'm looking within myself for answers right now, but the bottom line that I wasn't what she wanted. I got drunk last night and had a nice pity party for myself questioning every little thing I did these last four weeks. I did every thing she said, followed her orders to the letter, and tried my very best to please her. Why was I unceremoniously kicked to the curb? It doesn't matter, I wasn't right for her and I need to get over it and start looking again. I can learn from this experience and build on it. I guess the o… 阅读更多内容

It’s amazing how much your life can change in ten days. There is no turning back now. She wants a slave, and I want to be Her slave. I am at her beck and call right now, and my days are filled with completing the detailed assignments she gives me. My Mistress has a very clear vision of how I fit into Her life. For now I will be compartmentalized and will only see Her twice a week normally. Her son will be with his father over Christmas vacation , so I am looking forward to being at Her service more often during that time. My Mistress tells me my training will be accelerated over the… 阅读更多内容

I am under consideration, and am not allowed to post anything at this time until my new Mistress has a chance to go through my profile in depth. She has my password and will make a post at some point to explain. That's all I'm allowed to say at this time. Best wishes to A/all.… 阅读更多内容

So far, so good. Last night I had my first date with the Domme referenced in my last blog entry. First off, nothing happened sexually or BDSM wise, unless you count naughty conversation. Basically we had dinner and got to know each other. I think she likes me, but it's hard to tell for sure. On the other hand, she wants to see me again on Sunday, so that's a pretty good indicator that things are on the right track. We'll see. Some things I found out about her: 1. She likes to party, or should I say drink and smoke. She drank a full bottle of wine by herself last night. I had one be… 阅读更多内容

I have a date tonight with one of the ladies I referenced from my last blog entry. She lives in North Dallas but commutes to Denton for her job. She's divorced with one teenager headed off to college next year. He spends a lot of time with his father, which is a good thing for being able to play in privacy. Her picture looks like she's in her early forties, dark hair, and maybe about 5'10" in heels. Her profile pics are pretty vanilla, but sent me a couple of others that caught my attention. From those pics I was able to discern that she has genuine interest in BDSM. We talked for a l… 阅读更多内容

I've taken the advice of a friend who suggested I expand my search to include more than just porn/bdsm sites. It was hard to wrap my head around the idea at first. I figured dominant women would look for submissive men on sites that catered to their interests. Wow, was I wrong. So I joined three dating sites, two of them I'm on a trail membership and one is free. I posted a few pics along with a written profile and then logged out for a couple of days. Later when I logged back in, there were multiple messages waiting for me on all three sites. Keep in mind, I'm lucky if I get one legi… 阅读更多内容

Things I’ve learned about myself through Femdom: I will rise to the level of my partner. The more sadistic she is, the more masochistic I can become. I only enjoy intercourse when she’s on top in control. I adore intelligent women. The smarter she is, the sexier she is. I don’t feel humiliation one-on-one. I need a third person in the room to witness it. I don’t get much out of cuckolding unless I can participate in some way. I serve best when my partner lets me know exactly what she expects. The attractiveness of my partner doesn’t mean nearly as much to me as h… 阅读更多内容

I had an amazing session yesterday afternoon with two incredible, skilled dominatrices. The session lasted nearly three hours although I only paid for two, and the session turned out to be new and different from sessions I have experienced in the past. The were so many surprises beyond my expectations. It was expensive, but it scratched the submissive itch better than I could have hoped for. I was exhausted when I got home and slept ten hours last night, but I'm still feeling it this morning. They literally wore me out. So let's start with the players. Mistress J stands about 6'3" in… 阅读更多内容

I know a lot of the women complain about the fakes on this site, but it's really just as bad for men.  I receive more cut and paste messages than I do real ones.  When out of the gate they're fishing for your email with no reference to your profile, you know it's bogus.  There are also a lot of men posing as women in their profiles, too.  They're easy to spot by the way. With all the different jobs in the world, for the life of me I don't understand why someone would spend their days working on-line scams.  It can't be that lucrative, and it's sure as hell a pain in the ass for the people h… 阅读更多内容

I haven't seen a pro Domme in quite a while. As time between sessions passes my fantasies become increasingly kinky. Watching porn adds fuel to the fire, and something I watched here on xhamster has led me to book a very different session with two dominatrices who will use me on Sunday afternoon: one is female, one transsexual. I think I'm going to have a lot to write about in my next blog entry. This is going to be an expensive session. In fact I've never paid this much for a domination session ever. It's $250 an hour for each Domme and I've booked two hours time which would normally… 阅读更多内容

It reminds me of Warner brothers "Goofy Chipmonks", Mac and Tosh. Mac: Shall we go? Tosh: Certainly, after you. Mac: No, no you first. Tosh: Oh, I couldn't dream of it. Mac: You wouldn't think me rude? Tosh: I wouldn't dream of it.... etc... When two submissives get together, who the hell takes charge?… 阅读更多内容

I haven’t seen anyone this month. No pro Dommes, no dates, nada. It seems like my cock is hard all the time. I’m not sure why that is because I’m jacking off two or three times a day. I know masturbation is a bad habit, but it keeps me from making bad decisions out of horniness. One day I’ll meet someone who lock up my dick and retire it from use, but until that day I’ll keep stroking myself. I guess the good news is that I saved the money I normally would have spent on at least one pro Domme session. It’s pay day tomorrow so basically I have double the money to spend on kink for Oct… 阅读更多内容